an aborted comic/sequence image, the idea as quickly as it came it died. Even if i want to get an idea or motive out, it died. The motivation/reason for it just went away, or even it is still around but isn't gonna go away at all.

Idea: Zylo feeling these things in his head, things of recent events and still lingering faults of his..of myself really.

Thoughts: useless, unreliable, lazy, failure, prcrastination, death, fear, disappointment to self others and family, moving backwards than forward. those thoughts anyone feeling an glimmer of doubt would get, but only focusing on the bad than on the good that is magnifies it to a new degree. It becomes unreal. Even acknowledging really isn't to change if one feels change won't help now or until the situation arrives.

these thoughts become negativity, and only so much can happen to a person before it boils into something else. that is rage, anger and loss of sense of reason. Growing and turning into something else, maybe something better, maybe something worse.

End of the day, I am still a child to many, aren't I? And I'm just crying wolf.

this idea was aborted and an attempt at a sort of vent art, but still didn't work out.