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Things were a bit hard for me this week. I worked on a different week`s submission and quit halfway through it. I`ve stopped posting on Neverlandia`s discord channel cause my work never gets any reaction from that community, instead they all praise this one artist who only does edits and strokes everyone`s ego by having their characters done in those edits. I`ve been looking at a certain other AB/DL artist on FA`s recent work and couldn't stop comparing myself to ''her'' and think it unfair that there's artists out there with medium talent that are super popular cause they draw other people in their ''universe'' while artists like me are glanced over because most of our work is either all original and doesn't live off cameos, or because I draw traditionally.
So for a ''feel crappy week'' I give you this shaded drawing of me, on the couch, with a dark mist brewing inside me. But don't worry, I feel better now.
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Things were a bit hard for me this week. I worked on a different week`s submission and quit halfway through it. I`ve stopped posting on Neverlandia`s discord channel cause my work never gets any reaction from that community, instead they all praise this one artist who only does edits and strokes everyone`s ego by having their characters done in those edits. I`ve been looking at a certain other AB/DL artist on FA`s recent work and couldn't stop comparing myself to ''her'' and think it unfair that there's artists out there with medium talent that are super popular cause they draw other people in their ''universe'' while artists like me are glanced over because most of our work is either all original and doesn't live off cameos, or because I draw traditionally.
So for a ''feel crappy week'' I give you this shaded drawing of me, on the couch, with a dark mist brewing inside me. But don't worry, I feel better now.
Category Artwork (Traditional) / Portraits
Species Rabbit / Hare
Size 987 x 1280px
File Size 395.5 kB
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Thanks Sunie. I just sometimes get a little worked up by my emotions, I just felt underwhelmed by the reception my Family Photo picture got after I put a lot of heart into it. But i know a good handful of people took the time to comment on it and I just couldn't help but see the bigger crowd just glancing it passingly. I have a lot of passion for my original artwork and the more soul I put in it, the more it hurts when it's rejected by groups of people. I end up questioning my convictions, looking at how easy the more popular artists have it (more visibility, more free time to draw, better tools to draw). And get depressed. Can't help it, emotional spikes are bound to give you some flat tires along the highway *giggles*
It was a good read Seran, I left you my full opinion on it`s page. And keep up the good work, I will keep a watch on you, but I don't guarantee I will read every time you post something, I don't read a lot, or play many games for that matter cause I am such a busy bee =p
Luckily emotions are but a small part of life. They come and fade easily. The other side of a negative emotion is promising and full of positives. I hope you get to feeling better. All negative emotions are a step in enlightenment to becoming a better person. Great art as always, and hopefully you will find the positive side of this feeling. <3
I feel like drawing negative emotions is more expressive than drawing positive emotions. But ironically, its much harder to translate them on paper because when I feel awful, my brain goes rampant and leaves no room for focus and discipline. Regardless, I feel better now, and drawing this picture, seing everyone showing support made me feel better and I can line myself up for another pic this week. Thanks again Des, you charismatic vulpine you. =3
Thanks Nene. I`m glad your watching my stuff and your encouraging words makes a difference. I just wish I would get a little more known a bit faster. It relates to my last journal entry, My future plans, I got to build a name for myself. But I`m okay, I put the breaks on and I am in patience mode again.
Thanks Lucius, I do always strive to getting better and better. I am actually setting my sight on a tool to aid me in improving the relationship between my backgrounds and my characters. Its called a NeoLucida: https://www.wired.com/2013/06/neolu.....-21st-century/
I could go outside and take a picture owith my cellphone, send it to my Ipad and use that tool to trace the background all around the characters or do the other way around. In any case, I would be better off with what I currently use. I use a Light Tracer tablette by Artograph, a butt load of HB 2 pencils, Staedler erasers, printer paper, a regular plastic ruler and the internet for refferencial sources.
I could go outside and take a picture owith my cellphone, send it to my Ipad and use that tool to trace the background all around the characters or do the other way around. In any case, I would be better off with what I currently use. I use a Light Tracer tablette by Artograph, a butt load of HB 2 pencils, Staedler erasers, printer paper, a regular plastic ruler and the internet for refferencial sources.
Just by the looks of it, I am afraid it might not be as efficient as the old stationary ones, If I put my eye close to it, I`m afraid I might push it away from its original position and I would end up moving it around a bunch. But I dunno....I still haven't investigated where I can buy one.
It wouldn't happen to be a certain squiggle, would it? If it is, and I don't wanna assume here, but maybe it's a difference of styles that makes them more attractive than your art? Your style is absolutely wonderful, super realistic and adorable, whereas hers is quite toony, colourful and, well, babyish XD
I don't know if there's an easy solution, or even one at all... but please don't give up because you think someone is more popular than you~ you're an amazing artist, and we're all lucky to see your art
I don't know if there's an easy solution, or even one at all... but please don't give up because you think someone is more popular than you~ you're an amazing artist, and we're all lucky to see your art
huh....close, but not quite. And anyway, I don't want to get them, or myself in trouble for my reckless emotional state of being this week. And there's frankly more than just ''her'' I can think of that I could bunch up in the ''easy popularity because ego stroking art'' category ^^;;. Theres always gonna be someone that worships them, and someone like me that resents them. Heck, I might even have both of these individuals on my case and I wouldn't even know it.
Trust me, digital art can replicat mutch more accurately what traditional can do. Just look at MifMaf`s work with water effects! But I aint gonna sit on my hands and take the easy way. I drew some decent water effects on a sequence I....cant yet post on FA because it contains a certain character in it I cannot yet divulge. I did some rotation effects with the soccer ball. And later on I mght try some HEAVY light and shadow effects with fire, but that's for another time. My point is that digital art can do mutch more than I can do with my HB 2 pencils, but I will always try to keep up with digital with my traditional~! >=3
I do base off most of my original art of real life events, objects, details, emotions, its the best way I know how to make it relatable. As for popularity sake, I cant help it, sometimes I get emotional, I think I suck and /or the world is against me. But its all better...for now
Honestly, the traditional style really sets you apart from a lot of other artists; traditional work like this has become relatively scarce with so many artists having moved into the digital medium. That, and your furs always seem to have this fuzzy huggable look to them, so that's definitely a plus to me! I'm definitely glad to be seeing new art from you regardless of what anybody else thinks.
I do have a digital tablette but its barebones and I use GIMP 2 for anything color related which I rarely do at all. I draw traditionaly because its what I do best, and because I can produce fast and efficient drawings with what little time my overbearing jobs leave me with. My apartment barely moves any since I spent most of my time on the computer and drawing things on my computer desk. ^^
*Hugs a Bun very tightly. Not too tightly, of course!*
I'm sorry to hear all of that, Eliza. v.v If it's really any consolation, you're one of the reasons I want to stick to traditional drawing myself. Your stuff is so well done and flows so nicely, it really is an inspiration for me. :) (Now if I could get myself to stop procrastinating and just do it, that'd be greeaaat, Kaiju.)
I've looked over a lot of your stuff, and one thing I always enjoyed what the expression you give the characters. I can take or leave the ABDL elements, but the expressions you give your characters, from the faces to body language, really makes it all the more enjoyable. This pic is absolutely no exception to that observation.
YOU, Eliza, are wonderful. Let no one tell you otherwise. ^^
I'm sorry to hear all of that, Eliza. v.v If it's really any consolation, you're one of the reasons I want to stick to traditional drawing myself. Your stuff is so well done and flows so nicely, it really is an inspiration for me. :) (Now if I could get myself to stop procrastinating and just do it, that'd be greeaaat, Kaiju.)
I've looked over a lot of your stuff, and one thing I always enjoyed what the expression you give the characters. I can take or leave the ABDL elements, but the expressions you give your characters, from the faces to body language, really makes it all the more enjoyable. This pic is absolutely no exception to that observation.
YOU, Eliza, are wonderful. Let no one tell you otherwise. ^^
Maybe you should set yourself a bar Kaiju, like how I do my best to post 1 fresh pic every week. You should do something along those lines, it makes things easier than just drawing ''when you feel like it''. Drawing facial expression is precision art, drawing an eyebrow a few inches over or under can turn a neutral look to an inquisitive or distressed look, it`s always handy to have a good eraser close by because when it comes to the face, you will need a lot of retries until you get the perfect expression your looking for. *hugs tightly* keep up the good work, you have a lot to learn, but I encourage anyone to keep drawing, it doesn't need to be perfect right away, practicing and time will do that for you.
Yeah, I think I'll see about doing that. Starting with the WIP I showed you the other night. ^-^ Get it finished, perhaps, before the current week is done~
Yeah, I'm learning that pretty quickly. I bought both a sketchbook and a basic sketching set complete with erasers, so for awhile I'm pretty good!
Thanks a lot for your kind words, you sweet bunny~ *He hugs back tightly.* ^_^
Yeah, I'm learning that pretty quickly. I bought both a sketchbook and a basic sketching set complete with erasers, so for awhile I'm pretty good!
Thanks a lot for your kind words, you sweet bunny~ *He hugs back tightly.* ^_^
I'm glad you feel better, at least. It's always rough to have those sorts of moments during the week, and they really do seem to hit hard.
As for recognition and all, it's a really hard thing to come by on FA more often than not. All I know is that if anyone disparages you for you sticking primarily with traditional medium then they can take a long walk off of a short pier. They're missing out, and they're missing out on a lot, quite frankly. When I think of high-quality traditional artists on FA you're ranked high up there on the list in my head, and you almost always come immediately to mind when people ask me to name others off of the top of my head. You do magnificent work, and I'm sorry if there have been times you don't get the recognition you deserve, or even if I just happen to Fav and not say anything. You should know that there's a lot of quality in what you create. ^^
As for recognition and all, it's a really hard thing to come by on FA more often than not. All I know is that if anyone disparages you for you sticking primarily with traditional medium then they can take a long walk off of a short pier. They're missing out, and they're missing out on a lot, quite frankly. When I think of high-quality traditional artists on FA you're ranked high up there on the list in my head, and you almost always come immediately to mind when people ask me to name others off of the top of my head. You do magnificent work, and I'm sorry if there have been times you don't get the recognition you deserve, or even if I just happen to Fav and not say anything. You should know that there's a lot of quality in what you create. ^^
Sorry it took me a few days to reply to your comment, I`ve been working 7 days in a row now, and the last two days were migraine inducing, on a funny note, today I was boss for a day at work haha. But yeah, there ARE people who think of traditional art as a lower form of artwork, to them, its just sketches, and not fully drawn pictures. Nowadays (some) people expect colors in pictures in order for them to be ''complete'' And I am quite frankly offended by that mind set. Watching a sketch being drawn on a stream I feel is more magical than the colors being added in, that's how I feel anyway. Traditional I feel requires more effort than digital art in some cases because digital art relies on easy to use art tools that efficiently saves time. I am not bonking digital art, I am simply saying there is no lesser form of art between the two. =3
Speaking as someone with both personal and past professional experience with neverlandia in general, a lot of salt should be taken with the community at large. There are some good people, but when you allow anyone to join, stuff like this happens. I remember seeing that piece you did for Koki and just being completely awestruck with the amount of detail that you could do in a traditional format and wanting to get a piece done on the spot. So, yeah, you do you bun. You have talent, don't let popularity or what anyone else says or does make you think otherwise.
I did try to not let it get to me, I have posted a month worth of submissions there (8 pics). And their reception was always trampled on by whatever other situation I happened to stumble upon when posting my pics. half of those times, it was Drans who would follow up with one of his copy/paste/edit pics. The last one he posted was 15 minutes after mine and of course everyone loved ''his'' cause it was ego stroking to them =P. This one time I posted a pic, and I didn't even realize it was in the middle of a heated exchange of insults between two of them talking about a certain game being played with mods, being cheating or not. So yeah, I give up, They are free to come watch my art at their own pace but I aint ever bringing it to their door step again.
And I don't blame you in the slightest for doing such. I've since distanced myself for the group as a whole, so I don't know too much about current affairs besides second hand from a friend, but I know how the lot of them can be so it's not all that surprising. Besides, who needs them when you clearly have fans that appreciate and respect your capabilities here? ^w^
That's just how it is when it comes to art and popularity. There will always be someone better, there will always be someone who just has that charisma and there will always be someone willing to do whatever to get that attention as it seems to be the case with the Neverlandia person. I know this stuff quite well and its pretty much has got me to a point where I just don't really enjoy drawing that much anymore or when I do I just don't like it. I want to but I'm just stuck, school and classmates making me feel worthless, the old forum, and just overall beating myself up because I couldn't keep up with anyone else (and now stuck in a skill plateau), couldn't truly grab anyone, and get to feel what it's like to be popular, to have more friends, to be seen as interesting.
Anyways, it's nice seeing work from you again. Hope you don't let this hold you back. You just need to find your right audience or bring something that will just WOW the community. Your work has always been pretty good. Don't let depression and jealously devour you cause it's a rather tough trip back up from its effects, believe me... you'll regret it.
Anyways, it's nice seeing work from you again. Hope you don't let this hold you back. You just need to find your right audience or bring something that will just WOW the community. Your work has always been pretty good. Don't let depression and jealously devour you cause it's a rather tough trip back up from its effects, believe me... you'll regret it.
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