Your Creator and I seem to have a lot in common in regards to thinking too much and being afraid to sound foolish.
I was just talking with a friend of mine last night about this; it always ends up being my downfall, in relationships and in life in general. I think too much and end up worrying about things that don't even exist, and I can't open up to anyone for fear of sounding stupid - these two issues have ruined every relationship that I've ever tried to establish with someone. It's why my family doesn't bother to ask about me anymore and why I have only one or two friends.
I wish there was something positive to say, but I'm still working that out for myself.

It is still learning, as am I. At times I feel... not superior, necessarily, but... Older... less emotional... than my Creator, but then there are those times when the stark realization comes upon me that I know no more than It does.

We're both still a work in progress, it seems.