Hello Everyone!
It’s the month of June, and I’m sorry to say, many commissioners have been waiting on art for much longer than I’ve ever allowed to happen.

I’m not happy with how long my turnaround has become. I love what I do, and my commissioners’ and followers’ support means the world to me. I’ve allowed my anxieties around my slow, slow trickle of work paralyze me. I struggle with artist validation and self worth, and admit I’m not good at saying no to additional work, even when I know I have a lot to take care of already. Moving away from friends and falling out with IRL people I used to do furry work with made it tougher with how extroverted I am. I gotta get a new Dr, too cuz adjustments he’s been pushing are just jacking me up. My mental health spirals don’t absolve me from conducting my business to better standards. I just want to keep you guys in the loop.

Over the last couple of years, I’ve allowed too many factors bog me down. My workflow is severely lacking in focus and confidence, and that has to change if I want to keep this job. I know I’ve had to make posts like this more than once, but I’m determined to make permanent changes. I need to reach my full potential as a freelance artist. I know I have the skills and the talent, I just have to break away from my bad vibes and bad habits.

For the month of June, my commissions will be closed completely except for 2 projects that have already been in the works. Hopefully once July rolls around I can begin in stream commissions again. More detailed, illustrative commissions will stay closed for longer. I’m also not going to make YCH’s for a hot minute.

If you have any nice videos, podcasts or other resources for working from home, overcoming anxiety, or freelancing that have helped you, please share them with me! Thanks so much for your support and kindness following me.

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