this is the track that inspired me to commission the piece titled "sadness and despair" that I recently shared on this page.

there's a lot behind this track, but it's mostly related to the loss of a reality i had created to escape pain. that reality had gone too far and i had to put a stop to it. with it gone, i have to start over and it's sometimes difficult to become more adjusted and not fall back into it. probably a hella cringe, but whevz lol.