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my jobs been hard on me... and as of late its been started to affect me in many negative ways...I was about to give my 2 week notice since i finally got my goal of cash to move for collage....i was going to be free...I...I just need time to recover....I would be willing to find another job...but..after my mom confronted me tonight well... i dont think ill be able to quite any time soon ....or get the break i need....she even told me tonight about how my eyes seem to have lost their shine... that i dont smile anymore...and asked when the last time i was happy...how i seem to have socially devolved....i tried to tell her its the job.. but she cant seem to understand why i would be having problems since jobs are so rare...i should be happy to have a job...she just wouldnt leave.. she sat on my bed and wouldnt leave while trying to force her phyco bullshit down my throat.... im not feeling well at the moment but i......i just had to try drawing how i felt.. since i have no other choice but keep it inside....but dont worry im not going to do anything stupid.. we just all have our own sad moments....and mines doent seem like mine will be ending any time soon....
well at least i did a good job on the expression...
my jobs been hard on me... and as of late its been started to affect me in many negative ways...I was about to give my 2 week notice since i finally got my goal of cash to move for collage....i was going to be free...I...I just need time to recover....I would be willing to find another job...but..after my mom confronted me tonight well... i dont think ill be able to quite any time soon ....or get the break i need....she even told me tonight about how my eyes seem to have lost their shine... that i dont smile anymore...and asked when the last time i was happy...how i seem to have socially devolved....i tried to tell her its the job.. but she cant seem to understand why i would be having problems since jobs are so rare...i should be happy to have a job...she just wouldnt leave.. she sat on my bed and wouldnt leave while trying to force her phyco bullshit down my throat.... im not feeling well at the moment but i......i just had to try drawing how i felt.. since i have no other choice but keep it inside....but dont worry im not going to do anything stupid.. we just all have our own sad moments....and mines doent seem like mine will be ending any time soon....
well at least i did a good job on the expression...
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Ol'Squeaks has felt similar an still feels the same sometimes, but it does switch up given the time.
It helps in the interim to write fer hisself leastwise an take long walks, an it never hurts to tell some friends an family that your current situation could stand some improvement. The squeaky wheel gets the grease ;)
It helps in the interim to write fer hisself leastwise an take long walks, an it never hurts to tell some friends an family that your current situation could stand some improvement. The squeaky wheel gets the grease ;)
A job can do that to you, drain you dry and still want more... I know because I use to have a job like that until I got laid off. Even working in a kitchen where my passion lies drained me as I worked 11 hour a day shifts to keep the place afloat. I've since recovered and your bright rays of happiness will come back. Time is all you need, buddy. Time and friends... you are among them here.
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