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Soooo... been a while since I said or done much here yeah...
a year ago
. . . yeah..
So, I'm kinda bad at making myself do things I need/should do. I get anxious about situations and, sometimes just sorta shut down.
I don't /mean/ to ghost people but, nerves and stuff.
This is one of the things I want to overcome this year though, one of the things I'm working myself towards overcoming.
Despite not posting much over here, or really posting anything over here, I haven't been entirely inactive. I am working
on projects in the background and I do share some of what I'm working on elsewhere, I just been anxious about some of
the work I'd taken on over here, and I apologize for the radio-silence. It's not professional, it's not even remotely okay.
I worry that my illustration work isn't good enough, that I haven't had enough practice, that I can't fulfill someone else's
vision well enough that, I tend to stop before I even start. As bad as I feel my "artistic" abilities are, my communication
skills are even worse off.
This, needs, to, change.
So, before I ramble on too long and get lost in my thoughts, let's lay this out.
1: If you've requested work from me in the past, please message me about it. I do know of a few req. that I been sitting on
but I'm sure there's some that I've forgotten. In fact, betteryet, make it a note on this journal please. Maybe a publicly
available list of work-due will light that much needed fire under my ass.
2: If you aren't already aware, I have been uploading a bit of my more recent stuff on e621. Just look for "ev1lp1nk1" or
the name I'm trying to go under moreso now is "Jamie_Bun"
3: While I'm taking the time to build up some more works, I'm hoping to start up a new account over here soon-ish. Partially
because I want a fresh start (better curated gallery of work to show current abilities) I have no intention of wiping this
account, but it will go completely quiet eventually, and I will ensure to leave notice of what account you can find me at.
4: I, don't really know what else. Last couple of weeks I been trying to draw a little every day, just to say I did /something/
but I desperately need to figure out some sort of schedule or methodology to force myself into taking this seriously.
I'm done lying to myself. I /know/ I can draw, I /know/ I can be creative, I /KNOW/ I can handle talking to others in a
professional manner; I just need to figure out how to get myself in the required headspace to do it on the regular.
Until I get all that sorted though, I just ask everyone to please bear with me.
I want to make this happen, more than ever now. I know what I need to do, I just need to do it. So, yeah. Guess that's all
I have to say for now. That and, thanks for putting up with me.
All the love and affection.
Ev1lp1nk1
aka
Jamie
So, I'm kinda bad at making myself do things I need/should do. I get anxious about situations and, sometimes just sorta shut down.
I don't /mean/ to ghost people but, nerves and stuff.
This is one of the things I want to overcome this year though, one of the things I'm working myself towards overcoming.
Despite not posting much over here, or really posting anything over here, I haven't been entirely inactive. I am working
on projects in the background and I do share some of what I'm working on elsewhere, I just been anxious about some of
the work I'd taken on over here, and I apologize for the radio-silence. It's not professional, it's not even remotely okay.
I worry that my illustration work isn't good enough, that I haven't had enough practice, that I can't fulfill someone else's
vision well enough that, I tend to stop before I even start. As bad as I feel my "artistic" abilities are, my communication
skills are even worse off.
This, needs, to, change.
So, before I ramble on too long and get lost in my thoughts, let's lay this out.
1: If you've requested work from me in the past, please message me about it. I do know of a few req. that I been sitting on
but I'm sure there's some that I've forgotten. In fact, betteryet, make it a note on this journal please. Maybe a publicly
available list of work-due will light that much needed fire under my ass.
2: If you aren't already aware, I have been uploading a bit of my more recent stuff on e621. Just look for "ev1lp1nk1" or
the name I'm trying to go under moreso now is "Jamie_Bun"
3: While I'm taking the time to build up some more works, I'm hoping to start up a new account over here soon-ish. Partially
because I want a fresh start (better curated gallery of work to show current abilities) I have no intention of wiping this
account, but it will go completely quiet eventually, and I will ensure to leave notice of what account you can find me at.
4: I, don't really know what else. Last couple of weeks I been trying to draw a little every day, just to say I did /something/
but I desperately need to figure out some sort of schedule or methodology to force myself into taking this seriously.
I'm done lying to myself. I /know/ I can draw, I /know/ I can be creative, I /KNOW/ I can handle talking to others in a
professional manner; I just need to figure out how to get myself in the required headspace to do it on the regular.
Until I get all that sorted though, I just ask everyone to please bear with me.
I want to make this happen, more than ever now. I know what I need to do, I just need to do it. So, yeah. Guess that's all
I have to say for now. That and, thanks for putting up with me.
All the love and affection.
Ev1lp1nk1
aka
Jamie
Those pictures on e621 look wonderful! Especially loved this one!
https://e621.net/posts/4527071
Devastating power of GIANT BUN
I am still VERY much Interested in Commissioning you in some form or another! Almost all (literally all bar 1 piece) of art in my earliest years of the fandom were pieces either given to me as gifts or i appeared in other peoples commissions, this was because of my lack of proper available finances for such things!
Not a problem for the Dave of the present! so I'd love to give back to those people who showed me such generosity and to you most of all! I would not even have the decade and a half Fursona i have now if it wasnt for you!
So hopefully - maybe - possibly sort something out in the future if ya up for it!!