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The Big Picture.
5 months ago
I have been through hell. And I’m not going to bore you or rattle your cage with the details, all you need to know is humans can be downright scummy and you should take note of the company you keep.
But it was more than that. There was medical junk. And multiple people whom I considered friends walking away because my life was too serious for them. And I understand if that’s your sentiment too. I do not blame you for it, nor do I seek pity.
I have quit art, writing, and everything with the advent of AI.
Friendships that stood the test of time are crumbling because people do not stick to their principles, show their true colors. They support A.I. They support fascism. They support J/K Trolling. They blindly support the fleecing of human life and the mistreatment of them. They buy the current slop being served in the games industry. I’ve been burned numerous times, more than I can count, and my brain working at half capacity, perceives the big picture, and I do not want any part of it. I want to take a break from people.
The one purchase of my Felicia action figure. A disaster. $60 down the drain. Broken and worthless. That was my one shot at doing something that made me happy. And greedy people ruined it.
But there’s no retreat or cabin in the woods for me. There’s no respite, no mercy. No vacations or trips to concerts.
There’s no one to hug me in her arms and console me because I’m just not that guy.
“You aren’t allowed,” their actions tell me. So I barricade myself in everything but actions only into my house.
I forge on, even though I’m staring down an incurable disease that could be cured but it’s more profitable to make me pay to stay alive.
People are shit at being human beings.
Being angry with them, and being disappointed by them, is that wrong? Am I allowed to be a disgruntled angry old man who sees not only the broken system, but the people that break it on purpose for profit and exploit?
But it was more than that. There was medical junk. And multiple people whom I considered friends walking away because my life was too serious for them. And I understand if that’s your sentiment too. I do not blame you for it, nor do I seek pity.
I have quit art, writing, and everything with the advent of AI.
Friendships that stood the test of time are crumbling because people do not stick to their principles, show their true colors. They support A.I. They support fascism. They support J/K Trolling. They blindly support the fleecing of human life and the mistreatment of them. They buy the current slop being served in the games industry. I’ve been burned numerous times, more than I can count, and my brain working at half capacity, perceives the big picture, and I do not want any part of it. I want to take a break from people.
The one purchase of my Felicia action figure. A disaster. $60 down the drain. Broken and worthless. That was my one shot at doing something that made me happy. And greedy people ruined it.
But there’s no retreat or cabin in the woods for me. There’s no respite, no mercy. No vacations or trips to concerts.
There’s no one to hug me in her arms and console me because I’m just not that guy.
“You aren’t allowed,” their actions tell me. So I barricade myself in everything but actions only into my house.
I forge on, even though I’m staring down an incurable disease that could be cured but it’s more profitable to make me pay to stay alive.
People are shit at being human beings.
Being angry with them, and being disappointed by them, is that wrong? Am I allowed to be a disgruntled angry old man who sees not only the broken system, but the people that break it on purpose for profit and exploit?
