Day 1 (and honest journal)
2 months ago
Those that honestly know me I am a non raging friendly alcoholic..
It's the truth yep it's out there again?
But have been cutting back... No I don't lash out at family or friends I am the when drunk guy that wants to hand you 20 bucks and a cab ride home type ...
I only do that when I get home so days off are a mixed bag of I have activities then no I don't drink.. until after 5pm then it's a spiral 6 to 10 25 ounce twisted teas.. yeah and with the SB3 bill thing looming medical marijuana and psychedelics maybe being off the availability taBle with our going to through the right channels been worried as low dosing has been helpful . Macrodoses of "magic mushrooms" was my go too for many years when I was raising my kids and then baM empty nest syndrome hit on top of bed bugs the last 4 years been ick and who was there mister boozE...
Been doing more self reflection and well just thrusting myself into hobbies and have no money... DoesNt work so might be silent for a bit in November as work should slow down and more positive people and influences hit my life
Much love to all and to those that struggle
It's the truth yep it's out there again?
But have been cutting back... No I don't lash out at family or friends I am the when drunk guy that wants to hand you 20 bucks and a cab ride home type ...
I only do that when I get home so days off are a mixed bag of I have activities then no I don't drink.. until after 5pm then it's a spiral 6 to 10 25 ounce twisted teas.. yeah and with the SB3 bill thing looming medical marijuana and psychedelics maybe being off the availability taBle with our going to through the right channels been worried as low dosing has been helpful . Macrodoses of "magic mushrooms" was my go too for many years when I was raising my kids and then baM empty nest syndrome hit on top of bed bugs the last 4 years been ick and who was there mister boozE...
Been doing more self reflection and well just thrusting myself into hobbies and have no money... DoesNt work so might be silent for a bit in November as work should slow down and more positive people and influences hit my life
Much love to all and to those that struggle

Ovamiat
~ovamiat
...are you saying you're in AA?

Foracal
~foracal
OP
Yes

Foracal
~foracal
OP
Yes

R-oxy_Holl1ster
~r-oxyholl1ster
Good to know you're working on yourself. Keep going <3