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a week ago
Hey fuzzbutts, it's me again.
I thought to produce more verbal diarrhea to annoy you, and to sort of justify my lack of art so to speak.
Like you already know, I've been in a rut for some time now. Just no inspiration to draw anything, not even josh's pretty face. Been wondering about it even myself, but I think my subconscious finally worked it out so I thought I might as well type it out as well.
Simply put, I finally have had enough money to actually do something in the world. Like, I used to draw about all the things I'd like to do, but I was flat out broke. I'm sure it's laughable and unimaginable to y'all, but it's not that long ago when I had like $50 on my bank account at the end of the month after the minimum life-support expenses. And that was *everything* I had. No extra savings, no nothing. Been like that my whole life.
Since that I've managed to get a job that pays actual adult money, so I've been taking advantage of that rare situation. Been shopping like a queen (of course! I'm officially accessorized now!), been on a few international vacations (well, euro anyway), bought design furniture to my home so it doesn't look like bum headquarters anymore etc.
You know, just living the "ordinary life" most people take for granted. And I guess I've been enjoying it immensely too! It might be too much for you to imagine but for the longest time I had fucking nothing. Just producing/collecting furry porn and youtube music and shitposting to the web. Which I still quite enjoy, but it's pretty modest for life goals I guess.
That said, haven't really met a josh yet and I doubt I'll ever will, but in the meantime I'm gonna (finally) enjoy what the life has to offer.
Like, I'm still kinda annoyed how so much of life is behind a paywall, but it's not like my one man demonstration/protest is going to make a difference. So I'm just gonna dance while the music is still playing. I'm sure I'll get the boot in the near future (because who the fuck cares about my work anyway), so it's a good idea to live to the max and gather memories while it's possible.
So yeah, simply put, I've been enjoying life too much to draw anything for you. I'm sorry! I just have to take advantage of the situation while it lasts. I'm sure I'll get back to it in the future when I have nothing else but my dreams again.
Peace (and fuzzy pecs) to y'all!
You know who (slightly drunk tho).
Bwhaha!
I thought to produce more verbal diarrhea to annoy you, and to sort of justify my lack of art so to speak.
Like you already know, I've been in a rut for some time now. Just no inspiration to draw anything, not even josh's pretty face. Been wondering about it even myself, but I think my subconscious finally worked it out so I thought I might as well type it out as well.
Simply put, I finally have had enough money to actually do something in the world. Like, I used to draw about all the things I'd like to do, but I was flat out broke. I'm sure it's laughable and unimaginable to y'all, but it's not that long ago when I had like $50 on my bank account at the end of the month after the minimum life-support expenses. And that was *everything* I had. No extra savings, no nothing. Been like that my whole life.
Since that I've managed to get a job that pays actual adult money, so I've been taking advantage of that rare situation. Been shopping like a queen (of course! I'm officially accessorized now!), been on a few international vacations (well, euro anyway), bought design furniture to my home so it doesn't look like bum headquarters anymore etc.
You know, just living the "ordinary life" most people take for granted. And I guess I've been enjoying it immensely too! It might be too much for you to imagine but for the longest time I had fucking nothing. Just producing/collecting furry porn and youtube music and shitposting to the web. Which I still quite enjoy, but it's pretty modest for life goals I guess.
That said, haven't really met a josh yet and I doubt I'll ever will, but in the meantime I'm gonna (finally) enjoy what the life has to offer.
Like, I'm still kinda annoyed how so much of life is behind a paywall, but it's not like my one man demonstration/protest is going to make a difference. So I'm just gonna dance while the music is still playing. I'm sure I'll get the boot in the near future (because who the fuck cares about my work anyway), so it's a good idea to live to the max and gather memories while it's possible.
So yeah, simply put, I've been enjoying life too much to draw anything for you. I'm sorry! I just have to take advantage of the situation while it lasts. I'm sure I'll get back to it in the future when I have nothing else but my dreams again.
Peace (and fuzzy pecs) to y'all!
You know who (slightly drunk tho).
Bwhaha!
Sesquin
~sesquin
Enjoy and savor the little good things life brings. Sometimes also, it's as pleasing to be as peace and not chase what isn't realistic.
Auric--
~auric--
OP
Oh for sure. I'm sure it's fantastic to live in some bright modern mansion full of light and pedigree and drive the finest cars available and talk to the wittiest most handsome guys you could imagine, but you gotta enjoy what's available to you. Having champagne tastes with beer budget is just silly.
Mikori
~mikori
Congratulations, man, it's really nice to hear some good news from someone!
Auric--
~auric--
OP
Thanks! And for sure, in the past few years it often has felt like everyone is struggling for a reason or another. Almost makes me feel ashamed of enjoying things a bit for a change.
JAKHAMMER29
~papertoilet
Hell yeah
Auric--
~auric--
OP
*Dances* (while hungover, hah!).
