So firstly no I am not dead, secondly life has gotten twilight zone weird the past couple of years, Been all over the country, lost weight, gained weight then RANDOMLY dropped 40 pounds doing nothing, went to college again, dropped out again because I was in the wrong fucking career line, just fucking CRAZY shit. To say the last few years has been an adventure is an understatement. Its a viking epic saga, trials and tribulations galore. If I seem distant or lost to you, its because I really detached myself from things that weren't DIRECTLY benefiting my state of being. But finally shit has calmed down and the storm of bullshit and fuckery is over. So if people wanna get back in touch, or hang out or w/e I am down, I may be a bit busy but I will find time for everyone! XD.