Lately i've just been really depressed and down about everything lately. I just don't feel in control of anything and i'm just stressed out. I could use a super vacation and some friends to hang with and to just get away from everything that's been negative. I need some break from the normal work, sleep, eat repeat and could use friends closer. I want to work on some computer certifications but things just are so chaotic that I just have no concentration I feel or self-esteem to move forward lately. Dunno where things are going or what I should be doing lately I just feel like I need to get away so I can get out of this circle.