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Feeling it hard
13 years ago
Sometimes, our actions help make us who we are, but sometimes there are actions we must take and yet, unable to do. Does that make us incomplete?
Don't know why i'm posting a journal since I can't really speak about what's wrong due to things being personal, but what I can say is i'm feeling it more and more as the days go by and more and more is going wrong.
I can't even get myself a release these days to get away from it all and recharge, in effect a prisoner of my own making maybe? or just a prisoner? I don't know anymore.
What makes it worse is when you have made your personal goals to keep you going and you feel after it's been a waste, to which one that was quitting smoking feels like, while I am happy to have made it, the recent few weeks have had me wanting to go backwards on that.
I think what doesn't actually help me is I do get overemotional and sometimes overthink things, which tend to go hand in hand, but trying to change that isn't ever going to be easy for me.
Besides all that, hope everyone watching is OK and sorry for whining, but I guess I need to somewhere, even through I can't go into details.
I can't even get myself a release these days to get away from it all and recharge, in effect a prisoner of my own making maybe? or just a prisoner? I don't know anymore.
What makes it worse is when you have made your personal goals to keep you going and you feel after it's been a waste, to which one that was quitting smoking feels like, while I am happy to have made it, the recent few weeks have had me wanting to go backwards on that.
I think what doesn't actually help me is I do get overemotional and sometimes overthink things, which tend to go hand in hand, but trying to change that isn't ever going to be easy for me.
Besides all that, hope everyone watching is OK and sorry for whining, but I guess I need to somewhere, even through I can't go into details.
