Reminiscing, over this past year...
10 years ago
Sometimes, our actions help make us who we are, but sometimes there are actions we must take and yet, unable to do. Does that make us incomplete?
It's been too long since I last posted, i'd normally have something funny in title (or try too) but this time, it's down to earth and more thoughts and flashes back over events this year gone by.
It's weird how you never expect it to go soo wrong soo fast and for me at least, that's the way i've felt, save several times thanks to good friends and thinking of other friends who i've missed seeing this year gone.
The worst was losing my nana to Cancer, even now it's raw for all my family, through i'm constantly fighting back, cause I know she'd want me to stay strong, but it's really been hard without her, as we're used to everyday, phoning her and talking with her at length on times.
A number of other things got to me this year, mostly silly things with a fellow fur/close pal of mine, but he's starting to push in the right direction and I laugh, since he has big plans for the future, but at the same I wish him well, he does deserve any and every positive thing he can get.
As for gaming, which I find myself doing somewhat more, I kinda gave up on a game called City of Steam, the original game was better, but it's a shell of what it was, so I find myself playing games as and what grabs my interest, of which right now ShadowBound has me well and truely glued there.
I play on my Xbox 360 now and then, actually got 12 Month Gold, so messing somewhat on GTA, through before anyone asks, only Scratch knows who I am, so sorry to anyone who wants me to join a game, but right now I just wanna play at my leisure ^^
Also, thanks to help, I got myself a massive upgrade for my Tower, now using a Geforce GTX 660 with a 650w PSU, which I needed, since the stock only did 350w, so now exploring other things, including the possibility of doing 3D work, but we'll see, I need my head in the zone and right now, it's far from there lol
Anything elzse? Well Christmas Day for us was quiet, just me and mum this year and will be the same for New Years tbh, as much as i'd like to be with peeps, it's just the way we feel here, so yea.
Anyways, i'm out for the last time this year, Hope everyone had a Wonderful Christmas and Wishing you all the best for 2015!!!
It's weird how you never expect it to go soo wrong soo fast and for me at least, that's the way i've felt, save several times thanks to good friends and thinking of other friends who i've missed seeing this year gone.
The worst was losing my nana to Cancer, even now it's raw for all my family, through i'm constantly fighting back, cause I know she'd want me to stay strong, but it's really been hard without her, as we're used to everyday, phoning her and talking with her at length on times.
A number of other things got to me this year, mostly silly things with a fellow fur/close pal of mine, but he's starting to push in the right direction and I laugh, since he has big plans for the future, but at the same I wish him well, he does deserve any and every positive thing he can get.
As for gaming, which I find myself doing somewhat more, I kinda gave up on a game called City of Steam, the original game was better, but it's a shell of what it was, so I find myself playing games as and what grabs my interest, of which right now ShadowBound has me well and truely glued there.
I play on my Xbox 360 now and then, actually got 12 Month Gold, so messing somewhat on GTA, through before anyone asks, only Scratch knows who I am, so sorry to anyone who wants me to join a game, but right now I just wanna play at my leisure ^^
Also, thanks to help, I got myself a massive upgrade for my Tower, now using a Geforce GTX 660 with a 650w PSU, which I needed, since the stock only did 350w, so now exploring other things, including the possibility of doing 3D work, but we'll see, I need my head in the zone and right now, it's far from there lol
Anything elzse? Well Christmas Day for us was quiet, just me and mum this year and will be the same for New Years tbh, as much as i'd like to be with peeps, it's just the way we feel here, so yea.
Anyways, i'm out for the last time this year, Hope everyone had a Wonderful Christmas and Wishing you all the best for 2015!!!