Let's make sense people
17 years ago
General
There's been some hubub about clean vs porn lately. I agree, these three struck me most.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/461655/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/461945/
And this one had me even thinking about MY OWN way.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/462145/
I've always tried to say I'm not saying porn is bad. I HAVE always tried to say that the fandom relies WAYYYYYY TOO MUCH ON IT. These three folks have taken a stand, saying what's on their minds.
Fact of the matter, many agree with me. They're just too afraid to rock the boat. "If I say something against porn people will be MAD AT MEEEEEEE. So I have to either stay quiet, or better yet, SUPPORT their meth... I mean... porn habit."
I always thought a world that remained quiet was harder on the ears than standing between a few top fuel dragsters. If the people don't stand and say "This is NOT approprirate!" then guess what? Sooner or later someone could draw a picture of a soldier being tortured into raping a child and everyone will chant in time "That is so hawt" while they THINK "I wanna puke. But I don't wanna ROCK THE BOAT!" Silence can harm a world as much as loud mouth assholes like me. At least MY heart is somewhat in the right place.
The thing is, a lot of my stand isn't even the quantity of porn. It is the subject matter. Some things are not GOOD to be turned on by. Like me and how I think boxing porn is slime. Injuring another person isn't "cute" it isn't "sexy" it isn't "Sweet". Sure, a cute little pinup I'll pass by, admire how good it is, and move on. When two females are punching each other in the twat until they bleed, then give/get oral... that in my opinion goes beyond fetish and into "Someone needs some time in an I-love-me coat in a padded cell."
Rough sex type porn, okay. Taking a sport/pass time/situation/tragedy is not okay.
These folks, who are all people in the fandom I respect who made these journals, go one further and say "HEY! There's more than wanking off and fucking stuffed toys to life!"
They may not like how I put things, or my motives or whatever. I am an angry vengeful person. My anger has poisoned my soul and I have come to terms with that.
I just don't have their hope. There are what, four people wanting to slap some sense into the fandom? We're outnumber what, 2 million to one? Once upon a time I'd take those odds.
The question is:
Will the fandom itself rise to a higher standard and be all the cool things that are buried undernieth it? Or will the rest of society sink to the level of sickness the fandom is seen as by the "normies"?
One way or the other, society will accept furries. I'm just betting on the latter.
Don't give up porn. Just stop being a fucking slave to it, furries. How many artists I have known who started out being these fantastic artists who wanted to show a world from their minds to the rest of us, so they honed their skills, worked their minds, slaved over paper, created these awesome works... and they now...
just draw porn. How sad is that?
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/461655/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/461945/
And this one had me even thinking about MY OWN way.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/462145/
I've always tried to say I'm not saying porn is bad. I HAVE always tried to say that the fandom relies WAYYYYYY TOO MUCH ON IT. These three folks have taken a stand, saying what's on their minds.
Fact of the matter, many agree with me. They're just too afraid to rock the boat. "If I say something against porn people will be MAD AT MEEEEEEE. So I have to either stay quiet, or better yet, SUPPORT their meth... I mean... porn habit."
I always thought a world that remained quiet was harder on the ears than standing between a few top fuel dragsters. If the people don't stand and say "This is NOT approprirate!" then guess what? Sooner or later someone could draw a picture of a soldier being tortured into raping a child and everyone will chant in time "That is so hawt" while they THINK "I wanna puke. But I don't wanna ROCK THE BOAT!" Silence can harm a world as much as loud mouth assholes like me. At least MY heart is somewhat in the right place.
The thing is, a lot of my stand isn't even the quantity of porn. It is the subject matter. Some things are not GOOD to be turned on by. Like me and how I think boxing porn is slime. Injuring another person isn't "cute" it isn't "sexy" it isn't "Sweet". Sure, a cute little pinup I'll pass by, admire how good it is, and move on. When two females are punching each other in the twat until they bleed, then give/get oral... that in my opinion goes beyond fetish and into "Someone needs some time in an I-love-me coat in a padded cell."
Rough sex type porn, okay. Taking a sport/pass time/situation/tragedy is not okay.
These folks, who are all people in the fandom I respect who made these journals, go one further and say "HEY! There's more than wanking off and fucking stuffed toys to life!"
They may not like how I put things, or my motives or whatever. I am an angry vengeful person. My anger has poisoned my soul and I have come to terms with that.
I just don't have their hope. There are what, four people wanting to slap some sense into the fandom? We're outnumber what, 2 million to one? Once upon a time I'd take those odds.
The question is:
Will the fandom itself rise to a higher standard and be all the cool things that are buried undernieth it? Or will the rest of society sink to the level of sickness the fandom is seen as by the "normies"?
One way or the other, society will accept furries. I'm just betting on the latter.
Don't give up porn. Just stop being a fucking slave to it, furries. How many artists I have known who started out being these fantastic artists who wanted to show a world from their minds to the rest of us, so they honed their skills, worked their minds, slaved over paper, created these awesome works... and they now...
just draw porn. How sad is that?
FA+

They say "You don't have to view the pics"
"Yes I DO because they're everywhere! It's like telling me to ignore my reflection in a house of mirrors." is what I think.
They don't have to view my comments if they dont want to. If they can't ignore my input, then they can't expect me to not dislike their artwork.
Honestly, I tried the "setting a good example" method for years and years and years. Then I tried gently nudging under my breath. Then I began to state my opinion. No one listened until I got nose to nose so they could smell my T.G.I. Fridays dinner as I growled it to them.
But as one nicer person put it, "Take a chill pill and take a few steps back"
I can't ignore the particulars that plague me. I'd have to give up what I love. Not happenin' widdout a fight.
And you, you say you're a guy that let's his anger gets the best of him...you're a fool. It's one thing to say you don't like something, but another to go around STALKING someone on the net saying that they have fucked up fetishes! I've made known, I HATE horses in porn, I also fucking hate yaoi (a fox hating yaoi, ironic...). But seriously, don't flame people just because. You'll only make yourself look like the idiot, which you did a good job on. AND IF ANYTHING ALL PORN SHOULD BE CONSIDERED BAD!!! But you seem to almost promote it, just not in THIS (mostly gay) fandom.
But when it comes down to the clean/porn issue, it's BEEN a problem, so don't start talking like Strype told you something new or important because he didn't. OTHERS have been saying it for a while too! Fuck, even I'VE said that!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/364852/
You act like the that bastard said is like the word of God, something life changing...IT'S NOT!!!
And before you ask, yes I do know Greenie. No, she didn't send me after you, I came on my own after seeing this journal.
Thanks for the comment, I know I at least got a point through that I intended. I get hard nosed, I admit it. Blunt and factual because when it comes to some fandoms a gentle nudge doesn't seem to do anything. People are cool to me, I'm cool to them. Like I said, I let anger get the better of me. It isn't something I'm proud of. Just because I should learn to be "The nicer guy" doesn't mean that it magically happens.
I made someone a promise, through gritted teeth and a bloody tongue, that I wouldn't nail Green again, due to a mutually beneficial exchange. Like I say at the end, I don't think these fandoms are going to raise their standards to promote a more outwardly friendly appearance to the general world. I think the rest of the world will eventually sink and somewhere along the lines they'll meet.
We all can't agree on EVERYTHING, I just stopped trying to walk eggshells a long time ago. I have gotten a lot more accmoplished being mean, believe it or not. I have gained more support from a larger audience through these actions.
Everything Green, Laine, K.O. stands for is everything I've been fighting for at least 15 years. Check another journal I'm putting up now.
Okay...so you like to stalk other people. Listen, this is the internet. Nothing you can really say will change how people view things, especially the way you go after Green and the others. So either use another tactic or find something else to do.
Or if you let your anger get in the way so much, just don't say anything. It's one thing if it's cub art, but other things, you can't just go off shooting your mouth saying "This is wrong" or "I don't like your sick fetish!" because it's never going to work. It'll only get people to turn against you and that means they won't listen to anything you say.
Nothing I can ever say to you will make you see me as anything other than a stalker. Which isn't the case. Trust me, I've been through what a REAL stalker is. Green says I might be the kind to actually get a gun and chase someone down and KILL THEM. She has NEVER in her life dealt with anything of the sort if she thinks that. I have. I have had people TRY to kill me. I watched on as a man "stalked" a co worker in weeks before he drug her out into the parking lot, stomped on her head until she stopped moving, shot her, and shot everyone who tried to help. He aimed the gun at me as I ran out (I was told someone was hit by a car, so I was running out for first aide). If I'm a stalker in HER mind, then what does that make that guy?
I watched as over months a man came to me and picked fights because he felt MY girlfriend was HIS girlfriend. Ultimately he snapped, and while she was on her motorcycle he kept trying to run her off the road, when she ran to my house he rammed her bike with his little Ford mini truck and tried to run her over. THAT is a stalker.
A lot of you folks think I'm scum, you have no clue what scum is. Most of you never had to deal with anyone close to a "stalker" or a "Murderer" or even a "thug".
A lot of what i see in a few of Green's pics and Tetsuo's especially is legally considered rape. It falls (and I have seen it in court personally) under rape. If Green consented to a boxing match where she gets knocked out cold then the winner gets to do her right then and there it does not matter if she gave consent. It is rape. Winners goes to jail and Green gets court ordered psyche evaluation.
If someone is going to say they fear I am a potential murderer then I'd hope they at least had to look into the eyes of one. Tetsuo did something simple. He blocked me from commenting (craving little sicko coward will unblock so he can comment and then immediately block me again.)
I've done everything I can think of to get my point across. If you have a better idea, then GIVE me something. I'd bet I already tried it.
Neither of us had allies in our causes, I've got friends that would be willing to support me, but I go it alone. To be honest, I'm not so sure if hey would help out anyways. So far as from what I can tell, you've made your point out that seeing outhers in pain isn't sexy, you've MADE that point already. Doesn't mean it'll change how people are.
If anything, you should spend less time on Green and Tetsuo and go after people that made WORST...
All the vore artists...I mean, afterall, vore does mean one's death. Sure I enjoy the swallowing part and being a pred, but I'm not into forced stuff where someone begs and pleads for their life or someone gets gobbled up just because someone gets off on it. And then the digestion...what's sexy about seeing others melt away?
And if rape has you THAT much bent outta shape, then leave this fandom, it's basically all about it. People are gonna indulge in it all they want, they love that fantasy of either raping or being the victim...It's got too much stuff so I don't bother with it. As someone told me about 4chan, you don't pee in a sea of piss and expect it to change. One guy I know makes his earnings by making run and rape games, pretty sure you've heard of
If you want ideas on what to do...here's one plain and simple.
Nothing...
There's nothng you can do to change the minds of people...I mean, look at Jesus, JESUS! He was PERFECT in EVERY way but if people still rejected what he said...how much more are they not gonna listen to everyone else? And we're not on a religious standpoint either, people see you as someone trying to interfere with their fantasy world. I don't like the idea of people wanting to live a dream life...that's why I loathe this world and its practices including Christmas (which has nothing to do with Jesus, but is only for economics). Listen, there's nothing more you can do, and by your method of constant attack, it'll only make YOU look like that bad guy you do now.
If you do intend to strike, don't go off with the facts, go to the very core of that person...see what's inside them. My alter powers are more than just for show, I actually see into a person and find their flaws and then, I aim for that. One swift powerful motion, your words have to be, with strong conviction. But going after somone talking about the same things over and over again like with Green isn't going to do any good! You need to understand that and let it go. The more crap like that you pull, the less likely people will listen to you no matter how strong and true your words may be.
My advice...let it go. Move on.
In the comic world, which is something I know a lot about, a lot of the time the bad guy is actually a good guy in the wrong circumstances. Envy, fear, or whatever twists their minds and hearts and they become a villain. That's pretty much the case here. I guess a lot of my anger is how Green accused me of being the kind of person who would hunt someone else down and harm them. Now, granted, it USED to be my paid job to hunt people down locally. Process serving, not a fun job but very profitable. Nothing like telling a gal her husband wants a divorce and handing her the papers and watching her break down and cry to make you realize how vile people can be. I had too much of a heart to keep doing that to people for a paycheck. All my rant up there was all about the things I saw as testament of what real bad people are about. Not opinionated assholes like me. It shows me that she doesn't even begin to know what kind of slime is out there, if she can think someone like me can do that just based on attacking her characters. Green knows all about what happened to my ex girlfriend. What happened to her was because some sick fanboy looked at Tanya and saw someTHING like Green Legend. Someone like that bastard could see her IRL as that same thing. See the cartoon character and want to make her the real thing weather she wanted to or not. Green is a little green I think, when it comes to "bad people". So I can see why she may get more attention in furry than me, aside from Tetsuo (The razzlefraggin' cowardly little fink)
All fantasy has roots in reality. A person who has a rape fetish has that one little seed necessary to become a rapist. More become that than you realize, it doesn't get a lot of publicity. It's like murder, if the newspapers reported every rape or murder then each newspaper would weigh fifty pounds every day. Most will fight the urge to want to go out and pull one of those vile stunts, no problem. Some think they can, but the right circumstances hit and yuo get what happened to Tanya. THAT man tested weather or not I am capable of murder. He still lives. I held his life in my hands, so to speak, as I waited for the police. I had enough time to do everything a man like that deserves. Yet I didn't even injur him.
I know you're right, best thing to do is let it go and move on. Sadly, I can't. I'd have to leave more than the fandom. (And trust me, last time I did ALL i heard was "Once a furry ALWAYS a furry, you'll be back! No one leaves furry!") but in order to leave what it is about Green that I find so vile I have to shut myself out of two thirds of what I enjoy out of life. At that point I may as well just die.
I'm a huge fight fan. My mentor who might be why I am not a stalking raping murdering street thug was a kickboxer and was doing MMA before there even was a UFC. His sister, a boxer, I dated and still love to death. Grandfather was a golden gloves boxer. So on so forth, you get the picture. Every time I see women box, I see people react to them. Or I see them get the pitiful paycheck they get for risking their health for our entertainment. People think women in boxing are nothing more than a sideshow and as long as so many thrive on it being a sideshow, like Green Legend, Summerbuunny, Laine, K.O., it will be a sideshow, women will not get respect in the sport.
A lot of my anger is because I'm alone in the fandom doing it. I have friends in manga who do the cheesecake piece and all, but they spend a lot of time making pics that are a credit to the sport. I have friends in Anime and Manga, friends at Animation studios in Canada who are with me. We're a major minority, in furry I am the only one. If it were up to me, if I could buy out FA and DA alone I'd BAN that kind of artowork. Next thing you know people will be drawing furries raping the corpse of an American soldier killed in the line of battle, and people would fave it like crazy here. "Oh that is SO HAWT!"
One way or the other I suffer. Suffer in silence, alone, or suffer out loud and perhaps maybe spark something.
I was one of the first in the fandOm to really push female anthro boxing. Makes me want to put a bullet into my own head when the thought comes to mind that maybe if I didn't commission those 400+ pics of Sierra that maybe characters like Green Legend and Laine and so on wouldn't exist.
People like Green are gonna do what they want, and with idiots like you going around like that bastard Jack Thompson, it's not gonna prove anything but HURT the cause! You're only going to make turning people away from boxing fetishes even less...It took a lot to let that one guy go, I probably would've broken his legs permanently. But that doesn't mean by badgering Green would do any good! If not her, them I'm damn well sure it's going to be someone else...You screwed up, BIG time! Tetsuo said he would've listened if you talked about it more privately. There's a way you do things, and it's NOT how you did it!
So you like fighting, that's all fine and well, but think on this...Jame's Brown had a song about this being a "man's world" and he's right. More guys are into fighting and stuff more than women, and guys like looking at their bodies so that's why you've got naked online boxing (real stuff too). Speaking of which, have you considered going after them too? Have you!? If not, then I don't want to hear any more of how Green, Tetsuo, and Summerbunny make women boxers look bad...because you're only a fucking stalker then! What they have isn't real, what are on the sites involve REAL people!
Homeless...alone...pirating internet just to get on this site and go on with your so-called ideals...you're truly pathetic. Get off this site, that's all I can say. Get out of this fandom...there's nothing left for you. And in regards to the raping of dead American soldiers? Already found worst, abortion fetishes! How fucked up is that? Necrophilia has been around, furry or not. One man was in the news around my area about how he messed up a murder case because he had sex with the dead woman's body.
You're not even worth using my alter on...but I'll tell you this much. Get off this site and stay off and get your life together first. Go fucking emo on your own time, but don't drag everyone else into your little messed up world of pain. And if you can't do anything else but what you're doing now, being a bum...might as well shoot yourself, just to prove how weak and sad you really are. Or are you going to DO something with your life and MOVE ON!!! Or live in misery forever...That's up to you, but I'm not wasting any more time in this topic.
Yes I have gone after 'em
Yes I have gone against Jack Thompson on things.
Again I say I aint gettin' off the site. Want me gone, make me gone.
Like to shoot myself, like I said to Tet, the happy friendly hopeful guy he once knew is dead. I aint telling you how or why, but IT IS LITERAL, feeb.
When you tell someone to move on consider walking a mile in thier shoes like 'em or not.
Stop wasting your time, and I stop wasting my time on you. You wanna do something report me. You have my blessing, I WANT you to. You would honestly and truthfully be doing me and many others an honest to God favor.
Guys like me don't leave. We only go when someone more powerful makes us leave.
I aint expecting a reply from you. Don't want one, either. Was cool running into you, you were a bit more civil than most. But one last thought about "hurting the cause more than helping it" lemme point something out to you. I said once before I lost friends over this.
But I got a LOT of support from it to.
I also get appreciation from real fighters, and I aint talking just the locals.
If Tet took his entire art collection to say, House of Pain boxing or any of those... he'd be lucky if his ass didn't get kicked before he was tossed out on it. If Green went to those gyms to sign up and emerged from the boxing gym in nothing but a green loin cloth and green gloves, same applies to her. Odds are she'd be in jail.
The ONLY ones who have a problem with my stance seems to be furry fandom. Anime, not bad. Didn't make much difference but hey,
The real athletes I support, support me. Most of these other yobos and cocksnot sniffers in anime, manga, furry, real nude and foxy lack the testicular fortitude to really try and meet the people the lust over and emulate so much.
Because they know the real thing they love so much will reject them for what they are.
Real boxers in real life would look at these guys and think "Creepy little fanboy/fangirl."
They know my art, they like my art. It's been promoted on events. I know the real thing, I want to share them with the fandom because honestly, they don't know what they're missin'.
And are these other boxers supporting you so much that they had YOU do all this for their sake? If they agreed with what you were doing enough, then they'd be helping you out speak against it online. Show me some online articles, journals, anything that proves it!
Show me that much, and then I'll report you, and put you out of your own misery with the demonic hold this site has on you so you can actually live a life.
Some have spoken up against things like this. Ramona “Bad Girl” Gato. She stood for how boxers are perceived as people and how lesbians in the sport are perceived. She was considered a bitch because she was hard nosed. If it weren’t for ALL those title belts she would have been ignored.
It was through a fighter I have a roof over my head. It was through a fighter friend a guy who flips houses set me up with a place I can plop a mattress down on the floor. It isn’t my home, and I can’t do what I want here. I have been a good fan to all the fighters I met, all the fighters I call friend I have been loyal to and a good friend. This time one of them had a friend bail ME out.
You’re also right, I AM insane in every legal definition of the word. I’m not violent, I’m just sad and angry. Even with as much animosity Tetsuo might have towards me he knew me when I was happy, hopeful, and friendly. So I ask you not to reply, just think. “When did I get so mean?”
I was the bad guy before I was a mean guy. I was a villain when I was being nice to everyone, trying to be everyone’s friend.
As Grimjack once said when someone commented “You sure have gotten cold.”
“I had good teachers.”
I loved my friends. I still do. Even with the anger I’d still help if they needed it. I’m no psycho, I’m no monster. I’m just a sad man.
So go report me. Put that bullet in my brain so to speak.
But going as far as stalking, that's something different. You appear to be a Jack Thompson now. Perhaps if you found others interested in your cause at the time, you could've made different approaches than your stalking method. There's a way to do things, and you did it the wrong way, that's why you look like the villain now.
If you really did contact people like Tetsuo and was calm about things explaining it to him and he only ignored you, then it's on him being the REAL bad guy here...and being nothing more than a pornographer. And going on about it in a calm manner was how you should've still done. Tried to get more support from people that also see that what they're doing is wrong, if you don't want to fight alone in this, GET supporters!
*slowly draws blaster*
But you'll have to do it on another site...FA won't be open to you much longer. Don't think I'm doing this just because I want to help Green and them, I'm doing this because you need help and the only way you can start is if you get off this site...it's a furry porn version of DA. Remember that. Post anything you want in response, but after this weekend...you'll be reported and soon gone from Furaffinity.
Thing is, it’s not a “Stop all porn forever” thing. Many female boxers have posed nude, tastefully. No top but covering up and wearing something to cover their goodies, but when people like Green and Tet do absolutely nothing but porn it has become so stale, unoriginal, unromantic, and two dimensional… it’s all the same thing over and over and over again. I had ideas I wanted to pitch to Lonewolf and to Tetsuo I think they would have had a lot of fun with.
No need to wait until weekend. Go ahead and get it over with. If you have a DA account do the same thing there for me if you would. Get Green and Blaze and Summerbunny involved. Have them do it as well. Good ol’ fashioned witch burning.
Thank you for doing that for me.
Again, don't even wait until after the weekend. Git 'er done. Get Green and Blaze and even Tetsuo in on it.
Also, just thought I'd let you know, the line I'm getting my wifi from is Starbucks. I stop there to buy a drink a couple times a week going to work. So it really isn't stealing that much.
OBJECTION!!!
You stupid fuck! You went on about how Tetsuo and others make boxing look bad with the porn! Then you mentioned that it's not uncommon to see topless women boxers during their bouts. But what's this about giving suggestions to help Tet with the porn? And also going on about how his porn is bland and tasteless. Didn't you want him to NOT make porn of boxing at all? And I don't mean the topless female boxers.
You're not completely sure WHAT you want...Seems to me that since Tetsuo didn't listen to your ideas, you decided to get anal and bash him for what he DOES make. You failed in your own arguement. Forget the witch hunt in how you put it...your cause is more of a selfish one...and THAT'S why I couldn't care less about what you think! It's just so you can look good, to try and raise your own ego! And since you failed, you mellow out into an emo state.
Fine, I'll agree with you on some points, Tetsuo DOES make boxing look more like a sex sport with more porn in his art than actual fighting. You on the otherhand, you're just trying to make yourself look in a better light to boxers everywhere. And what's worst...is that you'll even use tragedies like what you mentioned before JUST to excuse yourself! If you desire to only gain attention just for yourself...you'll be consumed by it.
*aims blaster at your head*
You really are sad...do what you want with your life, I don't care. But never come back to here.
And yes, women have posed nude, but nothing showing. "Mature theme implied." sort of thing. No nipples, no coochie showing. Some have done nude pics with thier backs to the viewer, topless, showing the muscle in their shoulders. It's art, it's tasteful, it's not porn. Keep in mind those women usually have hundreds if not thousands of photos taken of them. WBAN has around 300 photo galleries of nothing but women boxers and that's a conservative collection done mostly by Mary Anne Owen. No professional boxers are posing nude in a ring in a "come hither" manner. There's a difference between tasteful nude and full blown fetish based porn. Would you like some examples? Okay, let's go.
http://chardreyes.deviantart.com/ar.....erika-22979135 Tsateful nude. Sexy but not slutty.This is how most of them do thier photos.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1557066/ porn
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/1519156/ PORN
Yes, my ego took a hit because I failed, You expect me to be happy I couldn't get my point across? Some people don't work that way, they devote a lot of time and effort to something and they get depressed when it does not work out. I put too much in, and that's my fault. I don't need to look in a better light to boxers everywhere, I already DO. Read again where I said "I've been a good fan to boxers, a good friend to many boxers." and how I mentioned it was through a boxer I got a hook up with a real estate agent who is helping me. You forget that detail?
If I want attention for myself why am I pointing to those who were hurt and deserve to be honored?
SO go on and get me banned already. You can think whatever you want, you got some points but you're not nearly as close as you think.
Click that button boyo.
No, you didn't mention how you have a real estate agent helping you. If you already look good in their eyes, that should be enough to try and mantain a calm approach to confronting people like Tetsuo.
Hey, this whole WORLD is stuck in porn...each one with different fetishes. You can't change the fact people like Tet are going to make porn no matter what. And there's some crazy people out there like Summerbunny that enjoy boxing fetishes. You've made your point across, people just aren't listen. Either because of your methods of attacking and bashing them or because they're too into porn to care. So to people like Tetsuo, all you can do now is tell them to "fuck off" and move on...
Power corrupts, and absolute power corrupts absolutly...fame is no different, that's why people like Tetsuo keep making porn. Unless you miraculously kill out his popularity, then he'll always find a reason to make porn...
400 commissioned pieces and to the world, meaningless. That's why i gave them all away. Lady Cybercat, Xian Jaguar, Michele Light, Kelly Hamilton, Terrie Smith, Shawntae Howard, (I'd say Max Blackrabbit but going on 12 years now and he has yet to find a mailbox) just to name a few commissioned artist. If I gave the whole box to one person odds are they'd give the whole thing for one commission from tet. THAT breaks my heart as much as everything.
It isn't as black and white as fame, recognition, pats on the back, respect. Black and white doesn't even cover it. Even if every shade of gray were accounted for it still wouldn't be enough to map the human mind. It's never as simple as that.
I hope you get me banned. If I CAN'T come back, maybe then I can move on to something else. Just don't know what because life and fate has taken everythig else away.
Now if you'll excuse me, I urgently need to get back to raping everything I see and ruining the world in every way for everyone... always.
The reason I never blocked you was because, just like many of my friends I see in person, I care even if there are things about them I strongly disagree with. You blocking me is saying you don’t even want to try.
To me, and it probably just IS me, blocking me so I can't comment on your page and then coming to mine and commenting is cowardly.
I should have stated something earlier before I got mad. Just so you know, if your game wasn't sex based, I would have thrown quite a bit of money at it.
Now I'm homeless. I have nothing. I'm basically pirating a wifi signal. Do me a favor, report me to be banned. You'll never have to worry about me again. Just do it. We’ll both be happy.
Believe it or not, I don't come on here looking for drama or conflict. I have way better things to do with what little free time I have these days. So does that mean I'd want to keep that stuff off my page? You bet. Does that make me a coward? Who knows. Do I care? Nope.
Some of our mutual friends have the details. But since you don't want to hear anything out of me, it will be up to them to tell.
I don't think you'd have listened to me if I said something. You're nudie pics were getting you the attention. You would have done it all anyway, and I'm 100% positive of that. It just makes me sad that with the amazing things you can do, in the end, you're just a pornographer.