None of you know just how much I am having to surrender to be ab le to move on. You all dragged me back down into the depths of depression. Thanks a lot. I hope you are happy about that. Not only am I surrendering two of my most beloved friends in  arielletrister and  Miku_Aaparo but I am letting the guilt at what I did eat me alive. I hope that one day the two of you can forgive me. I hope that one day you two can learn to move on as well. I am trying my best to do so. Ari, you have talent. Don't stop drawing. I have enjoyed watching you progress as an artist. Miku, your art is amazing. You were like th sister I never had and I will always love you dearly, even if you do not love me back.

I am also having to give up an honest shot at happiness. It was just two days ago that  Floraeon liked me. Now she does not want to talk to me. I liked her back. I still do. She lives in a town that is only 30 minutes away from me. I was getting closer and closer to having someone I could hold in my arms for the first time in 5 years, and I have lost it, quite possibly forever.

I am at my low point again, and trying to move on. I really hope all of you appreciate it because this hurts me. It hurts me a lot. I will completely abandon this account once I am done with the art that I promised before Vorn died.