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Birthday, vacation, and memories
9 years ago
July 28th I had my birthday, was nice to spend it with friends, second year away from home without celebrating with family.
Went home this past week back to NW Ontario and visit family didn't get to see friends much though, was nice to be home though and just not think of work or anything and just relax and venture along Lake Superior shores etc. Weather was super warm while home thought I left it in Southern Ontario but it came along.
A good friend who I never met
silverwing passed away recently, we met long ago on mIRC around 1995-96 in a little room on dalnet called #beastieschat, we grew up together with others in that channel role playing and getting through growing up as teenagers. We all parted ways and I met up with her again many years later through the fandom and we kept contact and supported each other through our anxiety and depression we fought. I always wanted to meet her in person and have a drink and talk of the old times online, she was a great person and impacted many peoples lives, may she rest peacefully and no longer have the burdens on her shoulder that she dealt with so often.
I have been fighting depression a lot lately, not sure what to do about it I don't have the energy to do much and always feel in a funk, can't be myself and don't really want to do much as I don't find enjoyment like I did before. Haven't played games in a while or really hung out with people either, just feel like being a ball sometimes and I slept a lot to forget the past and feeling like crap. I worry sometimes people also don't want to hang because either of something i've done or I just don't fit into the crowd which seems like a lot of the time and I never was one of the cool kids or popular.
Hanging with people has been a task at times, although it seems people I don't see often also are also busy with there own lives as well.
Went home this past week back to NW Ontario and visit family didn't get to see friends much though, was nice to be home though and just not think of work or anything and just relax and venture along Lake Superior shores etc. Weather was super warm while home thought I left it in Southern Ontario but it came along.
A good friend who I never met
silverwing passed away recently, we met long ago on mIRC around 1995-96 in a little room on dalnet called #beastieschat, we grew up together with others in that channel role playing and getting through growing up as teenagers. We all parted ways and I met up with her again many years later through the fandom and we kept contact and supported each other through our anxiety and depression we fought. I always wanted to meet her in person and have a drink and talk of the old times online, she was a great person and impacted many peoples lives, may she rest peacefully and no longer have the burdens on her shoulder that she dealt with so often.I have been fighting depression a lot lately, not sure what to do about it I don't have the energy to do much and always feel in a funk, can't be myself and don't really want to do much as I don't find enjoyment like I did before. Haven't played games in a while or really hung out with people either, just feel like being a ball sometimes and I slept a lot to forget the past and feeling like crap. I worry sometimes people also don't want to hang because either of something i've done or I just don't fit into the crowd which seems like a lot of the time and I never was one of the cool kids or popular.
Hanging with people has been a task at times, although it seems people I don't see often also are also busy with there own lives as well.
MarcusWolfden
~marcazoid
You're apart of our group chats for a reason man. Please use them and be apart of our lives! Also be strong and know that we're all here for you.
Drake_Husky
~drakehusky
OP
Thank you, I consider you a great friend and always try to pay it in return as you have always been there despite what shit has hit the fan.
Drake_Wingfire
~drakewingfire
Damn man I am sorry to hear about all that, especially your friends there. *wing hugs* Seems like many furs I know have been going through some struggles as of these last couple years, something I have also been quite familiar with myself. Sorry I haven't been keeping up with you either there husky.
I know what you mean man, Sault College days, were great. I recently said f it, and met with a female I been chatting up for the last 4 years online, but strangle none of the issues I thought would arise have, so yeah we made it official, I am now dating. I been finding I need to force myself out that door in order to keep my mood up Force yourself to do things you use too, your mood will change. I still think leaving the Sault probably a good bet, even though it's nice here, but with my job, it is kinda tough. At least now I know I have someone to share my thoughts with, etc. Keep your head up. always willing to hang, been awhile since i spoke with the college gang, but do on occasion. You know how to find me if u need to chat.
