It was yesterday the 13th i turned 31..it was a lonely day i was home alone because my mom had to take my gramma to a docs appt. And my stepdad had to work..so i spent my day hangin out..it wasnt bad just lonely, after rod got home we got me a cake, and when mom got hone we played with my new hexbug battlers on the kitchen floor, that was fun.

But i havent had a good week. Works been killer, frusterating, overwhelming, and my friend of 16 years decided all on her own that we arent friends anymorre right before my birthday. Never ONCE talking to me about any of it, just wrote passive aggressive journals badmouthing me to try to bait me, but never actually tried to talk to me about any of it...then on the 5th i wished her a happy birthday, day or so later im blocked and deleted off everything..so i literally did nothing to her to deserve this, but whatever..her choice and her loss. I was devoted to her for too long. Im done..she burned the bridge..im done. I decided 31 years old is the day i stop dealing with such childish bullshit, and im done suffering over a person who doesnt know how to use thier adult words. Im just fuckin done. Its not worth it.

Wish me luck for the rest of my week to go better...im gonna need it.