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8 years ago
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Thought I'd stop by and do a little update since I've been MIA for a MINUTE.
2016:
-ended kind of bad, a friend turned out to be an asshole and my mental health declined terribly.
-rode on a plane for the first time and decided I wanted to go to college! Midwest fur now :D
2017:
-suicide attempt #2
-went to FWA and managed to convince a few of my non-furry friends to come with me :) it was a lot of fun
-went to MomoCon with a couple homies and that was SUPER fun, we had a hotel room and rekt our sleep schedules.
-parents divorced and my dad bounced to Florida
-started college! So amazing! I love the west a lot and I have never been happier. I started seeing a therapist in April (after suicide attempt #2) and then continued seeing someone when I went off to school. I'm finally getting the help I needed for my PTSD and BPD
-got an amazing girlfriend<3 we've only been dating since September but it's been so wonderful vuv she's not a furry but give it time I guess haha
2018:
-reconnected with the people I left in Georgia and it was really nice. We got along so well and I really felt like a part of the friend group again. I've spent almost everyday of January with my best friend and I haven't felt better.
I keep hammering in how well I'm doing and it may seem forced, but I can't help it. I love my girlfriend, I escaped a bunch of bs that was hurting me, I have a better relationship with my mom. I feel like I deserve to be loved and that I am ready to jump back in full force to the community :) I don't know if I will be continuing with school or not but I have been having the time of my life anyway. I really needed to get away from Georgia and the things that bothered me out here, so I did and I started living my life. I went out west and started doing the things I wanted to do and living the life I wanted to live. I'm actually looking forward to the future and I haven't talked to my therapist in about two weeks yet I'm not crippled by that! I want to live for once and I want to make mistake and grow. I hope the rest of the year stays in this upswing and I continue to feel like life is worth living.
Happy New Year everyone.
2016:
-ended kind of bad, a friend turned out to be an asshole and my mental health declined terribly.
-rode on a plane for the first time and decided I wanted to go to college! Midwest fur now :D
2017:
-suicide attempt #2
-went to FWA and managed to convince a few of my non-furry friends to come with me :) it was a lot of fun
-went to MomoCon with a couple homies and that was SUPER fun, we had a hotel room and rekt our sleep schedules.
-parents divorced and my dad bounced to Florida
-started college! So amazing! I love the west a lot and I have never been happier. I started seeing a therapist in April (after suicide attempt #2) and then continued seeing someone when I went off to school. I'm finally getting the help I needed for my PTSD and BPD
-got an amazing girlfriend<3 we've only been dating since September but it's been so wonderful vuv she's not a furry but give it time I guess haha
2018:
-reconnected with the people I left in Georgia and it was really nice. We got along so well and I really felt like a part of the friend group again. I've spent almost everyday of January with my best friend and I haven't felt better.
I keep hammering in how well I'm doing and it may seem forced, but I can't help it. I love my girlfriend, I escaped a bunch of bs that was hurting me, I have a better relationship with my mom. I feel like I deserve to be loved and that I am ready to jump back in full force to the community :) I don't know if I will be continuing with school or not but I have been having the time of my life anyway. I really needed to get away from Georgia and the things that bothered me out here, so I did and I started living my life. I went out west and started doing the things I wanted to do and living the life I wanted to live. I'm actually looking forward to the future and I haven't talked to my therapist in about two weeks yet I'm not crippled by that! I want to live for once and I want to make mistake and grow. I hope the rest of the year stays in this upswing and I continue to feel like life is worth living.
Happy New Year everyone.
