SoI guess it's time for another update for those interested enough in how I am.

I've started getting professional help for my mental "situation" and been prescribed high doseage medication to ease my mood and symptoms. Sadly like most meds, I've gotten worse before I have shown signs any of improvement. Many of my symptoms have worsened/intensified but ~some~ have lessened thankfully. I should be starting my therapy on Tuesday (which is an assessment), hopefully I'll get the placement. Other than that...I guess all I can say is I'm trying.... But I feel like I'm in stasis. I was briefly in a poly relationship that sadly didn't work out and took a hard toll on me (I won't divulge info on this). I've moved away without my fiancé sadly too back to my own parents home due to abuse from family. 99% of my possessions are  in boxes  with no furniture except for a desk and a bed that I only just got.... But anyway.... I'm going to keep trying to get better. I've lost myself but not my drive and my friends to help.

I have another Dutch angel dragon, Hikari. She is Vesrynn's mate and the newest companion to him along with aspen. I hope to get a ref sheet finished soon. I'm trying to find ways to occupy my time and get back on my feet. I've been doing more song writing. But that's basically all I can think of that's happened I guess.

Baby steps.....

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Snippet from my song: The Twilight Forest

In quiet haze of Twilight trees,
Cascading butterflies fluttering,
A gentle wind is whispering,
The silent song of distant dreams.

In the misty forest of your mind,
Lies a ruined place you kept aside,
Barefoot there you'll hear me sing
My love for you echoing.

Not your fault but you're blamed still,
Painful vanity and pointless thrill,
The sheltered thoughts you always kept,
Made twilight forests grow desolate