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At a crossroads
7 years ago
So people probably would have noticed that Ive basically fallen off the planet in the past couple of months, Well what can I say, a couple of interesting things have happened. On one of the many furry cons I've attended I've snagged an astounding bit of luck. what started off as just a quick fling turned into a full blown relationship and my very first proper one.
I am over the moon about it really, And since getting into this relationship my horizons have really broadened. Seems there are alot more things to a proper relationship than just what happens in the bedroom, and the genuine emotional bond really does fill a void which I've had for all these years.
Sadly not everything is upbeat, Being in this relationship brings me into the grim reality that one day my parents are going to have find out, I've not given any hint to them about my sexual orientation and this could be the next great family catastrophe. My only real long term solution is to move out and try to distance myself from my parents. No easy task when living in a city where the average house costs nearly 7 figures.
Job wise, Im 50-50 about it, Ive been worked to the bone for the past month and things have only just started to cool off again, but the same cushiness that I came into this job with doesn't seem to be there anymore, I feel more on edge at work now for some reason and its not a good feeling. Furthermore its coming closer to a time where Id have to ask for a raise which is not something I know how to handle.
Physique wise, I've sorta stabilised at around 88kg not really able to lose any more, but I don't know, ever since getting a boyfriend Ive stopped being as insecure about my body.
Art wise Ive totally blown out, absolutely jack shit done in the past few weeks and barely the motivation to even open maya up. I really hope this isnt the end of my arting career. quiet a few things have come to an end for me this year.
Finally going by recent events in my life it looks like I wont be leaving the country permanently. The boost in confidence from having a mate has really turned alot of things around for me personality wise. Fingers crossed things are uphill from here.
I am over the moon about it really, And since getting into this relationship my horizons have really broadened. Seems there are alot more things to a proper relationship than just what happens in the bedroom, and the genuine emotional bond really does fill a void which I've had for all these years.
Sadly not everything is upbeat, Being in this relationship brings me into the grim reality that one day my parents are going to have find out, I've not given any hint to them about my sexual orientation and this could be the next great family catastrophe. My only real long term solution is to move out and try to distance myself from my parents. No easy task when living in a city where the average house costs nearly 7 figures.
Job wise, Im 50-50 about it, Ive been worked to the bone for the past month and things have only just started to cool off again, but the same cushiness that I came into this job with doesn't seem to be there anymore, I feel more on edge at work now for some reason and its not a good feeling. Furthermore its coming closer to a time where Id have to ask for a raise which is not something I know how to handle.
Physique wise, I've sorta stabilised at around 88kg not really able to lose any more, but I don't know, ever since getting a boyfriend Ive stopped being as insecure about my body.
Art wise Ive totally blown out, absolutely jack shit done in the past few weeks and barely the motivation to even open maya up. I really hope this isnt the end of my arting career. quiet a few things have come to an end for me this year.
Finally going by recent events in my life it looks like I wont be leaving the country permanently. The boost in confidence from having a mate has really turned alot of things around for me personality wise. Fingers crossed things are uphill from here.
Your arting career is just taking a quick break, it'll come back soon and things will start working out again! Until then, you'll just have to stay strong and hang in there! Wishing you all the best!
Your solution is to move away and distance yourself from your parents. What's the worst that can happen if you tell them? You have to move out and distance yourself from them. If that's what you're going to do anyway, then you stand to lose very little, but you may possibly gain a lot if they do give you their approval.
Art wise, I don't have a clue, me and everyone close to me are also frozen from being able to create it, for the time being. I wouldn't recommend worrying yet though.
I hope you keep telling us about it, about everything, I like that.
Yeah Im still rather bummed that a girl with my tastes never came around, what can I say, I had to compromise or risk being alone forever, being 29 and never in a physical relationship really did make me desperate.
I fear that as we get older we just grow out of what we used to find fun.