So its been over a year since my last post. Quite a few things have happened, not all for the better.

My relationship has run its course and its pretty much over. We're still friends but the spark and romance is gone. The person I wanted to be with was simply not ready for real commitment and maybe in a few years he might change his mind. Lord knows Im not going to wait around for that.

Career wise Im still stuck in the same job but at least Im somewhat making progress now that they're retraining me on a new and much more powerful software. About damn time really.

Body wise Im going nowhere with weightloss. So I've decided to do the opposite and build muscle mass. At least the results are tangible and won't make me miserable and tired all day.

Quite frankly Im just tired of the routine I need a long break. Im tempted to just quit my job and lay back on my savings for a few months. So I can sort my mind out.