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Aggressive and strong is lonely when no one can keep up.
6 years ago
Been enduring a lonely spur as of late where I sudo tripped over my own words realizing that I expect myself to play solos because no one is interested in the same high octane or playful shenanigans as me. Everyone is either playing pve games or isn't interested in the PvP that I immerse myself in on a daily basis. As for RP or talking I find myself uninterested these days but that's par for the course as the seasons go by. I often can dictate the time of year when I will lurk day in and day out on multiple discord servers and not touch a game. The next, such as now, I will be almost completely distant unless I am lucky enough to have someone that joins me tearing through noobs in glorious battle.
I think I need to find myself a new set of people and enjoy the gritter more rough things in life. Get dirty with new horizons. Fuck the finer things.
I do know that latching onto one person is better than a communal setting so hopefully my search will end today when I post this. Because I will admit it's been over a year it feels I've been searching for someone to take me on a ride through adrenaline while being affectionate in that they aren't a prick and they can play along or stir up my playful aggressiveness I so love doing. When I think of a partner I think of someone that has charisma and can conversely engage me while I ree across the screen eliminating 1 to 2 teams at once. However I do expect you to keep up with me~
I have a feeling I will be sifting through Discord and online medium soon however. As I feel my search will only continue. An FYI, this is about my most depressing topic in my background or foreground. I ain't a sad puss but I do admittedly get a bit more down than I would like about playing solo. I've just been doing solos for thousands of hours and am loathing the loneliness. And that isn't an exaggeration as that is only staticial between League of Legends, PUBG, lil bit of Tarkov, Rust and now more recently Aex legends.. (4000 hours now that I look between these games, minium.)
EDIT: Fuck make that 5000+ with Tarkov being 1000+
I think I need to find myself a new set of people and enjoy the gritter more rough things in life. Get dirty with new horizons. Fuck the finer things.
I do know that latching onto one person is better than a communal setting so hopefully my search will end today when I post this. Because I will admit it's been over a year it feels I've been searching for someone to take me on a ride through adrenaline while being affectionate in that they aren't a prick and they can play along or stir up my playful aggressiveness I so love doing. When I think of a partner I think of someone that has charisma and can conversely engage me while I ree across the screen eliminating 1 to 2 teams at once. However I do expect you to keep up with me~
I have a feeling I will be sifting through Discord and online medium soon however. As I feel my search will only continue. An FYI, this is about my most depressing topic in my background or foreground. I ain't a sad puss but I do admittedly get a bit more down than I would like about playing solo. I've just been doing solos for thousands of hours and am loathing the loneliness. And that isn't an exaggeration as that is only staticial between League of Legends, PUBG, lil bit of Tarkov, Rust and now more recently Aex legends.. (4000 hours now that I look between these games, minium.)
EDIT: Fuck make that 5000+ with Tarkov being 1000+
