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4 years ago
Alright well, I've been putting this off for a few days.
I don't wanna get into too much specifics but I feel anyone who I haven't already filled in deserves an explanation.
Basically the past month took a toll on me. A huge one. From my boyfriend breaking up with me to housing issues to living at home to the stress of starting school up again, it seemed like the world was out to get me. And it broke me for a while. I was just absolutely miserable for a while and I was worried I was taking it out on people I cared about and just completely shut myself off. I deleted Discord off my phone for a bit, signed out of twitter for a while, and just stayed off FA.
I'm back now, and I think I'm mostly doing better. Luca and I are still thankfully on good terms. There was no major breakup fight or anything dumb like that and we're still good friends. It just hurt for a little bit. I've started school and it really isn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be, and I've (finally) moved into my new house and I'm starting to get settled in. That's just the big thing that broke me.
I've told this to enough people and I really don't wanna get into it again but basically, our new house that we signed the lease on was an absolute fucking mess when we moved in. I'm talking exposed outlets, I'm talking trash all over the floor, I'm talking all the crappy furniture the previous tenants didn't want was pushed to the living room in a giant pile of crap no one wanted. It was a damn mess, and our landlord gave us hell when we complained. We had moments of debating pursuing legal action, but in the end he managed to clean it up enough for us to feel decently comfortable in it, and we've already made good progress on cleaning most of it up. The whole situation just took everything out of me and I genuinely didn't know at the time how I was gonna figure it out. And while I'm not doing 100% just yet, I feel confident enough to come back, and even upload some art I got the other day, so be on the lookout for that.
Thanks for sticking with me through it all, love you guys <3
I don't wanna get into too much specifics but I feel anyone who I haven't already filled in deserves an explanation.
Basically the past month took a toll on me. A huge one. From my boyfriend breaking up with me to housing issues to living at home to the stress of starting school up again, it seemed like the world was out to get me. And it broke me for a while. I was just absolutely miserable for a while and I was worried I was taking it out on people I cared about and just completely shut myself off. I deleted Discord off my phone for a bit, signed out of twitter for a while, and just stayed off FA.
I'm back now, and I think I'm mostly doing better. Luca and I are still thankfully on good terms. There was no major breakup fight or anything dumb like that and we're still good friends. It just hurt for a little bit. I've started school and it really isn't as bad as I thought it was gonna be, and I've (finally) moved into my new house and I'm starting to get settled in. That's just the big thing that broke me.
I've told this to enough people and I really don't wanna get into it again but basically, our new house that we signed the lease on was an absolute fucking mess when we moved in. I'm talking exposed outlets, I'm talking trash all over the floor, I'm talking all the crappy furniture the previous tenants didn't want was pushed to the living room in a giant pile of crap no one wanted. It was a damn mess, and our landlord gave us hell when we complained. We had moments of debating pursuing legal action, but in the end he managed to clean it up enough for us to feel decently comfortable in it, and we've already made good progress on cleaning most of it up. The whole situation just took everything out of me and I genuinely didn't know at the time how I was gonna figure it out. And while I'm not doing 100% just yet, I feel confident enough to come back, and even upload some art I got the other day, so be on the lookout for that.
Thanks for sticking with me through it all, love you guys <3
I haven't been active on FA since the semester started and only saw this just now. I hope things have gotten better in the 2 months+ since you posted this. Hopefully 2022 will be a better year for all of us. Take care and keep being awesome.
And yeah, I am doing better since this was posted! Still struggling with some things here and there but that's life I suppose. Most of the problems I talked about above have resolved themselves which is good, but I am definitely hoping 2022 will be better. Thanks for checking in, I really do appreciate it