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Being offline
General | Posted 10 years agoNo I have not stopped doing photography I just haven't had time mainly because I've been trying to get my grades up so I can graduate school on June 2nd. Hope this has answered any questions about me being inactive and not posting anything for some time.
I Think It's Time To Say This!
General | Posted 10 years agoBefore you read I'm absolutely no pro when it comes to this English crap however I do try my best to use all the crap they teach you in writing class .
Earlier way back in September I was fighting depression. The depression had been a problem for quite some time at this point for me where I had actually thought about killing my self it was that bad. But the only think that was stopping me from doing that was knowing if I ended my life would mean I would be leaving a lot of people that love and care about me. I also think another reason was due to the fact I personally just can't bring my self to talk about me feelings and how I feel as well as what's bothering me. I really do think the reason I couldn't bring my self to talk about how I felt has something to do with being neglected by my biological mom and possibly being abused my her mom before I was adopted. However I think the main cause of it was me bottling up my feelings as well as having some trust problems which makes sense considering my situation when I was younger as well as being picked on all the time due to my normally quite nature. By allowing my self to bottle up all my emotions whenever someone said or did anything to me that I considered threatening I lashed out in complete anger kinda like I was possessed or something. But now I have mainly cleared out the depression at least for now and I have a classmate that hates me for some reason to hank for that because it finally got me to my breaking point where I had to do something about it so I told the only person I really trusted about it which was my AP(Assistant Principal). After I had told him about it he had to call my parents and blah blah blah couldn't go to school till they as well as the counselor I had to see thought I was ok to go back to school. And yes I couldn't even bring my self to talk to my adoption parents about it even though I've known them practically my entire life mainly because I didn't want them to worry as well as me not knowing how to talk to them about it at them time. Anyways just thought I'd share this.
Earlier way back in September I was fighting depression. The depression had been a problem for quite some time at this point for me where I had actually thought about killing my self it was that bad. But the only think that was stopping me from doing that was knowing if I ended my life would mean I would be leaving a lot of people that love and care about me. I also think another reason was due to the fact I personally just can't bring my self to talk about me feelings and how I feel as well as what's bothering me. I really do think the reason I couldn't bring my self to talk about how I felt has something to do with being neglected by my biological mom and possibly being abused my her mom before I was adopted. However I think the main cause of it was me bottling up my feelings as well as having some trust problems which makes sense considering my situation when I was younger as well as being picked on all the time due to my normally quite nature. By allowing my self to bottle up all my emotions whenever someone said or did anything to me that I considered threatening I lashed out in complete anger kinda like I was possessed or something. But now I have mainly cleared out the depression at least for now and I have a classmate that hates me for some reason to hank for that because it finally got me to my breaking point where I had to do something about it so I told the only person I really trusted about it which was my AP(Assistant Principal). After I had told him about it he had to call my parents and blah blah blah couldn't go to school till they as well as the counselor I had to see thought I was ok to go back to school. And yes I couldn't even bring my self to talk to my adoption parents about it even though I've known them practically my entire life mainly because I didn't want them to worry as well as me not knowing how to talk to them about it at them time. Anyways just thought I'd share this.
Wisdom teeth
General | Posted 10 years agoWell the operation went well took about two hours all I can say is my mouth hurts like hell sense I got all 4 taken out.
Sleep paralysis
General | Posted 10 years agoDamb I've heard story's of sleep paralysis but I never thought it would be as bad as it was!
This is what my life could have been if I wasn't adopted!
General | Posted 10 years agoJust yo clear up any confusion
General | Posted 10 years agoThe picture I posted of myself as well as my brother could be a little confusing to some of you but most likely not. Now why I say it might be confusing is because we look so much alike now many of you have most likely heard of identical twins. That being said yes we're identical twins and before anyone asks who's older i'm one minute older.
April 8th
General | Posted 10 years agoI just want that day to come already just sick and tired of my wisdom teeth killing me especially the two that are completely impacted. But complaining about it wont help at all but just the fact of not knowing what is going to be done while i'm knocked out just kinda freaks me out. But on the bright side I guess all four of them will be removed then I don't have to think about it any longer.
Making a Gif
General | Posted 10 years agoCould some one possibly make the part were I do the basic off roading https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dEhjQGgmjJs into a gif if at all possible please and thank you.
