Today marks a full decade of my worst memory. I’ll never forget (or probably get over) that day I got banned from the Verizon Center. I still think about what I was forced to miss out on.
It’s remarkable in a sense. Sometimes desperate attempts to make amends end up going awry and more bridges are burned down as a result. You want to patch things up and steadily morph into a stalker, albeit unintentionally.

Happy birthday to me. I'm now three and a half decades old. It feels surreal in a number of ways. But either way, here's looking to a great year.

I found out from some people that I watch that the artist wia is hosting an art raffle. She draws some very nice reptiles! Here's the link to her raffle: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/62989486/

I know this is an overdue update, but the Discord situation was fixed. So things have been good since and I reported the real con artist. I hope they've been banned from the network. It turns out they had hacked into someone else's account to trick me.

I was contacted by someone called skullzproductions saying "I accidentally filed tickets on your account for doing illegal purchase/scamming instead of someone else and they said on the ticket that your account will get suspended and your IP will be blocked, will you help me explain it?" Even though I've never had a Steam account, they claimed they had reported my Discord page.
They directed me to what was suppose to be a Steam and Valve moderator. I told him what happened and he put my account on a lockout saying once things were squared out, my account would be opened again. They said I had to make some payment transfers in order to verify myself or else my account would be deleted. Right now, I'm locked out completely. Can somebody help me?

One artist who I’ve commissioned in the past is in need of aid. Please help if you can: https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10239948/

So, it has now been exactly five years since I was banned from Verizon Center (then renamed Capital One Arena). So it is now up and I can legally go back, but to be honest, I'm left with a rather hollow feeling…

This journal entry is over 10 months overdue, but my secondary team, the St. Louis Blues (my mother's old NHL team), FINALLY won their very first Stanley Cup after more than half a century of existence! Boy, oh boy… To see them shed their choker label right after my primary team (Washington Capitals) shed theirs feels like I'm living in a different universe!

HOLY MOTHER OF GOD! MY NHL TEAM JUST WON THEIR FIRST CHAMPIONSHIP IN THEIR FORTY-FOUR YEARS OF EXISTENCE!!! FINALLY, THE CAPITALS LEGACY OF FAILURE IS CONCLUDED! WHOO-HOO!!!

So, a lot of things have happened during this month of May. It started off tragically with the death of my best friend's mother due to glioblastoma. Very few days later, I get my legs run over by a mini van. I'm only bruised though, so I'm still able to walk. Then, my NHL team eliminates the defending champion and just this past evening have advanced to the Stanley Cup Finals after two decades!

Playin' Super Street Fighter II Turbo on the 3DO. I completed it as Blanka on the hardest setting, defeating Akuma, without using a continue with a final score of 448900. I did lose a few rounds though…

 Brush is hosting a contest in which you could win a free artwork! This is a very talented artist and well worth having a work from! So give them your utmost support and you might be happily surprised! ^_^

I know it's over two months ago, but to think... 75 years ago, the LZ-129 Hindenburg exploded in a hellfire upon its arrival...

To think, a century ago, the R.M.S. Titaninic was just sinking...

I've seen some people resubmit deviations that someone else had done for them, whether it'd be a request, an art-trade, or commission. However, that's not my focus; it's something different. I've read that one of the key factors into having a submition be seen is by typing many different keywords. But that's still not by weird comment! This is my comment:

One recent artwork that I saw was this commision: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7767803/ Which was resubmitted twice by two others (the ones that commisioned the picture). I couldn't help but look at what keywords that they used. Most of their keywords were used by all three of them. And those keywords were:
beach neyru dragonmaster555 surfboard photo dragon bikini swimwear (though  Morrogh typed one too many "m"s).
These are the keywords that were used by either only one user, or two:
 Nyori &  Neyru used surf and happy.
 Neyru &  Morrogh used blue and red.
Only  Neyru used western and sun.
And just  Morrogh used morrogh, fur and scaly.

I just got Casablanca, and the novels of Crime & Punishment, Jurassic Park, and The Lost World.

I am in Belgium at the moment after touring the U.K. and France.

We had to put my brother's beagle to sleep... At least he reached his thirteenth birthday...

I'm such a freak... Sometimes I hit like smacking myself... I just make things go from bad to worse. I'm a goddamn idiot... I still can't seem to find myself... And I can't for the life of me figure out why... I feel like I sometimes know a lot about myself and then, suddenly, I feel I know little to nothing about myself. I feel myself making myself more afraid of others... Am I scared of humans in general, or just myself...?

I'm a strange, quirky guy when I'm online. I like to crack a joke every once in awhile. Sometimes, I might get carried away. If I do, don't be afraid to tell me and I'll see and ask you how I can make things better. In person, I'm actually really shy and quiet. I spend a lot of time by myself and don't like to move around that much... In a strange flip-flop, I'm actually a lot more annoying online than I am in person or on the phone. I like to play video games, watch movies, and just loaf around.