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General | Posted a week agoI'm asking this here because bluesky is so fucking useless.
Do you actually enjoy the stuff I draw ? Like is my art even worth it ? Or is it just fucking mediocre and forgettable ?
I'm torturing myself to figure if there's an actual fucking reason for me to keep drawing.
I just want to do like everyone else in this fandom, draw stuff and make friends. That's all I want. But I can't stop feeling worthless, ignored, forgotten. I'm constantly falling in the circle of "drawing art to be seen, being burned out because I push myself too much and being disappointed that all the stuff I do is met with absolute indifference".
I know I'm built for mediocrity, please don't make me think I'm worth more than I actually am. It hurts so much.
Do you actually enjoy the stuff I draw ? Like is my art even worth it ? Or is it just fucking mediocre and forgettable ?
I'm torturing myself to figure if there's an actual fucking reason for me to keep drawing.
I just want to do like everyone else in this fandom, draw stuff and make friends. That's all I want. But I can't stop feeling worthless, ignored, forgotten. I'm constantly falling in the circle of "drawing art to be seen, being burned out because I push myself too much and being disappointed that all the stuff I do is met with absolute indifference".
I know I'm built for mediocrity, please don't make me think I'm worth more than I actually am. It hurts so much.
Going on a hiatus.
General | Posted a year agoHey, hope you're having a nice day/night.
It really pains me to say this, but I think I'm gonna go on a indefinite hiatus for the time being. My mental health is at an all-time low, I'm having more and more anxiety attacks on daily and everything that is suppose to help me feel good just does nothing now.
I'm not gonna go into details but I've been having a toxic relationship with someone really close to me for 4 years now, getting on such ridiculous levels that it affects me everyday.
I can't do anything at the moment but get rid of unnecessary sources of stress, because I might just end up exploding.
I'll still be lurking arround but as long as I have not moved out with my boyfriend (in a few months hopefully), I won't be drawing anytime soon. Sorry to everyone and also to those who have just followed me.
It really pains me to say this, but I think I'm gonna go on a indefinite hiatus for the time being. My mental health is at an all-time low, I'm having more and more anxiety attacks on daily and everything that is suppose to help me feel good just does nothing now.
I'm not gonna go into details but I've been having a toxic relationship with someone really close to me for 4 years now, getting on such ridiculous levels that it affects me everyday.
I can't do anything at the moment but get rid of unnecessary sources of stress, because I might just end up exploding.
I'll still be lurking arround but as long as I have not moved out with my boyfriend (in a few months hopefully), I won't be drawing anytime soon. Sorry to everyone and also to those who have just followed me.
Finally done !
General | Posted a year agoAnd with that, every art I've posted since 2019 has been reuploaded on this account. Yaaaaay...
This took way too much effort for what it's worth honestly. It makes me feel glad that I didn't drew that much cuz holy fucc that would've taken me so much more time.
But what's important is that it's done. Everything I'll post here from now on will be new. I can't wait to draw more, that whole thing made me feel motivated again... Buuuut now is not the right time, I still have personnal buisness to take care of.
So let's hope that I don't get fucked over by life once more and I'll be finally able to live properly soon enough ! ^o^
Can I get a "yeehaw" plz ?
This took way too much effort for what it's worth honestly. It makes me feel glad that I didn't drew that much cuz holy fucc that would've taken me so much more time.
But what's important is that it's done. Everything I'll post here from now on will be new. I can't wait to draw more, that whole thing made me feel motivated again... Buuuut now is not the right time, I still have personnal buisness to take care of.
So let's hope that I don't get fucked over by life once more and I'll be finally able to live properly soon enough ! ^o^
Can I get a "yeehaw" plz ?
