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buny | Registered: March 13, 2016 02:12:31 PM

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Aiden - 30 - Nonbinary(they/them or he/him pronouns) - Baby/littlefur artist





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Art status

Requests: Maybe. Feel free to pitch an idea at me, but don't be surprised if I say no.

Trades: Open [Regardless of skill level]

Commissions: Open, but still figuring out payment and other info. Note if interested though and we'll work something out.

Will/won't draw list



Hey, I'm Aiden. I'm a NB, plural, and kink-positive furry artist who has been in the community for about 15 years across various names/alts. I'm pretty quiet nowadays but I post occasionally. I specialize in SFW baby/littlefur as well as ABDL themes, but I'm open to basically anything that isn't in my 'won't draw' list, I'm still getting a feeling for how I want to do commissions, so apologies for the lack of information.

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Views: 7073
Submissions: 160
Favs: 786

Comments Earned: 506
Comments Made: 519
Journals: 23

Recent Journal

Random thoughts (cw talks of depression and stuff) (G)

a month ago

I was 12 when I first created Jerry. I'm now 30.

When I was younger I used to find people I was interested in online and I would copy their traits in an identity in attempt to befriend them. This is where Jerry came from, although I still feel he did and still does represent me as well, especially after I fleshed out his personality a bit.

When I was 16-17 I started developing serious depression and mental health issues. I escaped into Jerry's world as a coping mechanism and in secret wrote some pretty dark stories involving him. But as I was sucked into depression I started also associating that side of me with it as well. I didn't want to be "me". This relates to more than just my characters but it explains why I started to feel distant from him. In 2013 I kinda hastily remade myself as Ollie (

Ollie-Ottsenfree) but still felt unsettled as Ollie was a much different character and still tied to my depression issues, so I didn't stay as him for very long and moved to Matt (

MattCatt) which also coincided with me turning 18 and trying to build the identity I wanted. It was also when I first discovered the concept of plurality. I still am plural but I choose to express a singular identity here and other places.

Through the plural community I started experimenting with my outward gender identity and realized that I'm more nonbinary rather than just transmasc like I had previously thought. So I decided to remake my fursona again to reflect that, resulting in Aiden and where I am now. But I also started to feel distant from the community since a lot of people had left, and also resented parts of it for their behavior towards certain topics. I convinced myself that no one here would want or accept me so I stopped posting much and stopped drawing altogether for months at a time. This basically describes the past 7-8 years since I was last active.

There's more to it but I guess I just felt the need to get this out. I don't know if anyone will even read this or care. But recently I've wanted to draw and create again, and I want to try and tackle the issues I've been neglecting. I just still worry that people won't like me as I really am, but I also don't really care as much about that.

I am Aiden, and Jerry, and Matt, and every other name I've ever used. It's all part of me and my experience, and I want to express that now.