If you don't mind reading and want to know more
details, please go read the following Journals:
Reasons for Past and Future behavior...
Sorry I am bad at everything...

Old History

I want to reinsert that, I am not a perfect person, and I don't make excuses for the things
I have said or done in the past, I explain myself and I try to do my best, but the past is in
the past and there is nothing we can do to change that. What we can change is the path
we walk going forward, and I like to hope that I am making changes for a better direction!

That said, I have a few updates from the previous Journal:

 WuB-Retro:
I did end up settling things with them, I paid for their half of the trade that never got
finished, I see that they are not doing so well nowadays, so if you can provide them with
some support, that would be amazing~

 Triskavanski:
Me and them are still friends, settled up with a split of funds and me giving them a
character I had lying around that the seemed to appreciate more, they've even gotten art
of them more recently, so they are definitely happy and also taking care of the character~

 Snow:
We fell out of contact for a while, but we got back into contact, we both had forgotten
various details on both sides, but in the end we figured out and remembered that I gave
them a full refund of their commission and have been on good terms since.

 foxboy83 &  Vani:
Both of them seem to have completely cut off contact with me,  foxboy83 seems to
have moved on with their life and are doing a lovely comic series that I enjoy reading, I am
not going to bother them at all.  Vani seems to have left FurAffinity? They still post
on the Nazi website, as LuxeBytes with a New Manager, I've tried getting into Contact with
the new manager, trying to find out what happened and if it was entirely my fault, off
apologies, but they don't seem to want to contact me either, can't say I blame them
though!

New Beginnings

I bring news that I feel will be satisfying to hear, that being that I am entering a new
partnership as the Manager for  Snejek, I'll be handling most clients for them
offering creative ideas and helping them to slowly better their english. The way that we
had met was certainly interesting, I had messaged her inquiring if she took on requests or
trades, but I had made the mistake of not reading her profile carefully, but she was kind
and said that we could work something out.

We continued talking and having loving conversations, well eventually we decided to test
the waters of working together and so we started doing the currently running Kinktober
Artistic Freedom Daily Speed Paint Challenge. This was both a way to see how we worked
together and also as a limit push on her skills as an artist. Well a few days ago we were
discussing it some more and it's official now, I am her Manager, helping to make things
smooth for her and also allowing me to try and change my current situation, at least to
make it a bit more managable!

Thanks for listening to my Ted Talk, more updates later~