Ive been trying to reconnect with art, and the full artistic freedom pieces have really helped me.

I was so stuck in what i thought the process should be, that i didnt just let myself do what process was going to be right for me. When people say "art is the process" or "love the process" i think they dont share the fundamental information that its more aout finding a proces you love, not learning to love just any process.

Anyway, sorry for the dramatics, and while i still want to move more into game design i wanted to say thank you to everyone who support me. I hope me taking on these commissions arent seen as hypocritical (because art is still my only job and i need to make money now) only that i've abandoned whatever it was I thought i was supposed to be doing when it came to art.

I really was on the edge of leaving, but i wasnt satisfied with just thinking that i was somehow fundamentally unable to make and enjoy art. It just didnt sit right, so i threw stuff at the wall.