damn.. time flies by without even realising.
I'm sorry guys I have been EXTREMELY busy with college portfolio and loads of personal issues Dx
I got accepted to college tho ! So great news, started on thursday and have assignment slapped right into my face straight away
I was away due to preparations of portfolio and other stuff that came along,
came back from festival last weekend and as you see that fact I only write now really show's how fucked I came back,
whole week after that was just sleeping. Brain was scrambled eggs and mood was literally sleep lol Then college, Just generally exhausted.
I am alive tho, will get back on track with art very soon, because to be 100% honest with you
Last time I used PC was thursday 2 weeks ago and once last wednesday XD So it's not like I am doing a lot behind your back, generally was too busy to even game or too tired to do so not talking about drawing.

But yeah got accepted into college, doing Art,Design and 3D,
I can't say if I like it or not yet cause I didn't meet all teachers yet but so far really annoyed with my time table
Everyday I finish at 3-4, with only one day when I finish at 2, this is time when my anxiety and depression will really kick in badly,
due to new timetable and more hours, I will even hardly see my boyfriend who works evening-nights and it takes me 2h to get to his house so I'll never have time really..
He was kinda big help and relief for my mental health but now that I'll see him so much less I've bad feeling my head is gonna fuck up even more than it is already

So yeah just an update, I'm not forgetting about you guys I just can't deal with life, it's a bit too much for me right now, need to get used to routine again..

Thank you for patience

Video representing mood xD https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUJgu5w7Mnw