Hi everyone, it's been a while. I am still recovering from 2022 and the pandemic.
I lost everything when my fiance traded all we had together for meth and alcohol.
My emotional, mental, physical, and financial state of being was completely destroyed.

It's absolutely been a struggle, but I'm taking it all back. I miss my family in the fandom. 💓


I want to give all my love to my bun, Flapjack, who gave me a place to stay,
and all the unconditional love and support that is a staple in our fandom.
He's brought back so much genuine happiness into my life.
I am so grateful for all he has done to help me smile again. 💞

I want to give all my gratitude and thanks to everyone who helped me -
from words of encouragement, to being there in person, to sending me financial support -
it has all blown my mind. I've always witnessed our fandom helping others without hesitation,
I never thought I would be on the receiving end, and it truly makes ALL THE DIFFERENCE ❤️



I've been giving a lot of thought to how I want to do 2025, and I really want to take back control on EVERYTHING.
I want this to be the last time I bring up my late-fiance and what he did.

I'm going to take back my social, mental, physical, and sexual wellness and finally ditch the past
8 years of emotional baggage and move forward and enjoy life.

I'm going to stop worrying about what my religious family and relatives might think about me.

I need to be more responsible about my health / diabetes / aging and get back to the doctors on a regular schedule,
get a physical, get checked for cancers, despite how much I don wanna.

I want to make anxiety and claustrophobia my bitch and get control of my subconscious and anger.

I want to go to more events in the fandom, including puppy play again.

And most of all, I want to draw more!!!



I hope you all kick 2025's ass >:3



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