Hello.

I may be completely unreachable in the near future, or unable to focus on messages. This is because my best friend since childhood, my first and most beloved pet, is slowly dying of old age. And, unfortunately, I can't help him – the veterinary clinic in my parents' village (where he lives) informed us that they don't have euthanasia injections. AND they also can't help us. We are trying to ease his suffering or even prolong his life using recommendations from my veterinarian friend. But so far, nothing is working.

Two years ago, I lost the second member of my family. I lived close to him for about two years, and for the other two years, I was away. (He lived with my parents and was more my mom and dad's pet than mine). I'll say this: even though I didn't spend as much time with him as my parents did, the pain of that loss was still very strong.

As for now? I lived close to my first, best furry friend for about 13 years, and for two other years I was away without the ability to take him with me. And I'll tell you, I have never experienced pain like this before. It is very difficult. Too strange.

I can't make sense of my pain, my emotions, or the stress that has completely overwhelmed me. That is precisely why I don't want to communicate with anyone right now. I will NOT continue to communicate BUT share updates on my commissions to commissioners. But that's all, I'm sorry.

That's all from me for now. Sorry.