THIS IS THE ONLY WARNING YOU WILL GET AS THIS IS A VENT JOURNAL AND NOT DIRECTLY AT ANYONE IN GENERAL.

That being said here we go.

Me and ele have been non stop struggling for months now asking, begging, pleading to get any kind of support we can. With the expectation of some which will not be named here as they know who they are. We have gotten nothing. At this point we can't no pay for our own food or bills or anything for that matter. This has been a non stop struggle for the past few months now and we are working on getting a job here as well but it not always easy as as we got here a few days ago not even enough time to unpack our things. I sold my toolbox for 1k when it worth over 2.6k easy and I had to take it because it was the only offer and we needed the cash. Needless to say if it wasn't for that we wouldn't of even made it here in the first place. So even after everything we been through and all the stress of the move and more we still can't seem to support ourself currently. We need some help and fast. If we dont get it then we will lost everything we have been trying to keep under control this whole time.

I will say this before i post this. I am beyond pissed at the help or I should say the lack of support we been getting. This is not the first time this has happened and despite everything we still made it here. Somehow we found our wait but there is not other options left. There is not money hidden away. This has cause every bit of relaxation we had to go out the window. This has become too much. I thought that many saying something would make it so we could have a chance and get some support but it seems i have underestimated the community I call home. We see others getting money for like a computer or something small like that so they can keep drawing. We ask for money to move and get nothing. Ask for money for bills and got nothing. I personally am enraged and upset at how much we have to do to try and just survive the way we are right now. I am not sure what else to say other then saying that i am very very disappointed and upset I am at this point now and I am not sure what I am going to do much less what we are going to do. That being said I think that all i can really say here. If you want to help then you can reach us through FA, Discord, twitter, and telegram. If you want more just leave a message and I will happily give you it. Once again this is not meant to offend or anything but needed to vent out and tell everyone how we are feeling.