So for the past several months my health has been in a pretty bad decline, weight lose, lose of apatite constant vomiting and abdominal pain, I ended up going to the ER 5 times sense October.

And 2 weeks ago I went again (the 5th time) only to find out "HEY I HAVE HEART FAILURE" witch was causing this deluge of crap i have been dealing with, ended up in the ICU with a tube in my nech going to my heart and some other crap jammed into my body, but i rather try and keep this from being all doom and gloom. Over the two weeks the tewaked me out with meds and tuned me up so my heart was back to a pretty normal function (under medication) meaning i could finally go home today though the road to recovery is gonna be L O N G maybe if im lucky my heart goes back to normal if im unlucky then i need heart surgery... we will see.... Buy im just happy I can eat and move around freely again

Also tomorrow is my birthday, normally I feel like a selfish bastard mentioning it but... after 2 weeks of me really having to look at my life possibly being really short i wanna take abit to be alittle selfish.

I hope you all are doing great though so be happy and live well forealsies.