Hey, for anybody who's interested my life is as chaotic as ever but I am not giving up and trying to achieve my goals. To everybody who supported me over the years big thanks! Without You I have no idea where I would have been now. Here is what I have to say:
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I almost certainly have ADHD. Getting official diagnosis is a bitch to go trough because the program I qualified for chronically lacks specialists but I hope to eventually get properly diagnosed and get help in whatever form I can get. My mind even at the best of days is a chaotic mess and many days the amount of thoughts is just overwhelming. I hope with a proper treatment I will be able to function normally. I try for YEARS to fix myself, tried multiple medications, tried therapy, with very little effect, but now I'm hopefull maybe finally something will change.
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To everybody who I still owe arts to, please KEEP IN TOUCH with me! I promise I won't get angry or annoyed. I really need to have a reminder from time to time or else I will plainly forget. I have not came up with a better sistem yet that works for me long term. I am a chaotic person and I am difficult to work with sometimes but I am willing to try my best. Just sometimes I could use a little help. I hope final result will be worth it!
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Once again, I apologise for being so difficult to deal with. If I don't respond to Your message on Discord or Telegram try again later. I most likely just forgot.

Thanks a lot to Your patience and understanding. I hope a better future is possible for all of us.