We all move forward at different speeds and in different ways for some it is instant and that only means they wanted to change for a while and for some it is slow and difficult because they weren't ready but things have forced their hand. I'm slowly experiencing change and as embarrassing as it is to admit it has taken me longer even with all the kind things people have said. Every day i'm given a new reason to need to move forward, and it slowly becoming easier to do so. It doesn't make me weak or small to take a while to move forward it just means i'm thoroughly thinking through everything I do to try and make the best choices with the pieces I have left. After throwing myself completely into my schooling a few things have become clear and have helped me move forward, I am interested in a few people and that is okay. The fact that I am not ready to date is okay, the fact that some things still hurt is okay, if i decide i want a different sort of relationship then that is okay. I'm learning to make my own choices because you never truly know someone you only know what they choose to show you. I don't hate you, you were a learning experience, there were still plenty of good times to remember instead of hanging onto the bad, you can hate me all you like, but I refuse to do the same. I wish the best for you, I hope your art improves, I hope you make it to college and your dreams come true, i hope someday your body matches your mind.

It's taken me more time, but I'm fine ^^ I'd say thank you but there is so many names and I don't wanna miss anyone so, you should know who you are, each and every one of you. Thank you for being the shoulder i wanted and the rough push I needed, each one of you is irreplaceable and I love you all for your support and your friendship.


Just some tunes I've been feeling lately.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=km85F_GuloY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HuiYBtoIhE