"TL;DR of it: In-laws are considering selling the house we're living in, they just sold the one that we gave them $10k for to a house flipper, and now I'm in panic-brain mode and can't seem to stop thinking of everything I possibly need to do for this or that or the other thing. Looking into places to live, realizing that my 7-person family is going to struggle to find anywhere to rent given that most apartments have a 2-body-per-bedroom here, and they only offer up to 3 bedrooms. So I'm looking for a job.

In the meantime, and in the manic panic of all of this, I'm trying to work through my queue as best as I possibly can so I can open up further comms to start saving aside more and more money for a deposit or a down payment on a house. I'll find out next week I think whether they'll let us rent or buy the house that we're staying in. We don't pay rent, we pay all the bills except land taxes (not for lack of trying, mind...), so I don't know what is happening to us or for us. If we're homeless, my daughter and I are the only people with a place to go, and I'm scared for that to happen, I need these lovely people I live with and share my heart with. I'm just... frazzled.

Any help anyone can give, be it monetary or advice, it's greatly appreciated.

Donos can go here: https://paypal.me/soulcommissionss/ as friends/family with a note what it's for. Advice in the comments, please. I'm trying not to be chaos- and panic-brain over this, since they told us that they won't sell it *yet* but we'll have 90 days to figure out what to do if they change their mind. So. Fuck."

This is what I posted a few days ago on my commissions account.

Since then, I've managed to get a job (I start on the 12th) and still don't know the end of how things will go. I'm saving up every bit of commission money I get in order to try and make headway on a Deposit for a rental or a down payment on a house (which I have *zero fucking clue* about buying houses...) but I just... I need help. We're a family of 7. Housing authority says our family is too big for their units. Low-income apartment says we're 1 person too many for the occupancy level... So we need a house. But that's... ugh.

I've gone down from 315lbs to 299lbs in less than a week (yay, weight loss! Boo, cause of it!). I can hardly eat, sleep is elusive, and I'm... I don't know. I can't stop going Panic brain no matter what I do.

Hoping tomorrow will yield good results with the in-laws, but I'm still needing a lot of financial help while I try to fix my credit score and my husband's and get in a better place in life. So... please, anything you can do... I feel alone and scared and hopeless. Spread this around, I don't know... Just... anything. Please.