SO this is a super old thing that I realized I'm never gonna finish. I started/did most of this back in like what, April/May?? When I say first painting I mean I literally didnt know how to use the color mixer brush when I started this so for a first attempt I think this looks pretty ok even if I hate looking at it. It's also all on one layer because I decided if I was gonna do something I had zero fucking idea how to do I wasnt going to be smart and take baby steps WHOOPS

I would have liked to finish it eventually but it's the sort of thing where it's been too long and you've learned too much and to implement that knowledge you might as well just start over so!! ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ I'm still p happy with what I learned from it and my next attempt will be loads better I'm sure

I'm trying to peek out of my comfort zone and share things I'm not hella proud of so that I can get rid of these unnecessarily and ridiculously high expectations I set for myself bc they are annoying and damaging whoop whoop